Her P.O.V.

It hurts so much to remember you. Some days I find myself wanting to hate you. You left me. I wish to no shed anymore tears over you. But a simple task can turn into what you do every night before sleeping, or when you see couples in love. Or you find yourself asking questions. What did I do wrong? Was I horrible? Was it because I wouldn't let you take me?

Good thing I don't have a life. If I did, it would take me longer to understand what it wrong with me. Or better yet, what is wrong with you.

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His P.O.V.

It all started when I was doubt ably with people I wasn't suppose to be with. Getting myself into thing I wasn't suppose to be doing. Which lead to me losing the one and only person in my life that I loved. The one love that I will miss. The love that I will cherish for all those days I didn't. I should of told her how much I loved her every chance I saw her. Instead when ever she say me I was either high or passed out.

She loved me. She looked passed my addiction. Now I'm left with nothing. I took it too far. I left her. I told her she was disgusting when in fact I was disgusting. I let nothing get past my exterior even though I was crying inside. I just stood there watching her cry.

I packed my things, walked out the door not even acknowledging her, and drove away.

Now that I look back on it, I think myself stupid for not loving her. Regardless she loved me when no one else did. Even if I hated her at the time. I still loved her so much. She tried to help me by flushing my addiction. But I left instead of see her side of it.

She loved me. She stayed by me when I was fading away. She stayed by me those countless nights I spent in the hospital with convulsions from being stupid.

He parents scorned her for being with a drug addict. But she told me all she needed was me. She told me countless times she loved me. I cant even remember me saying it once. I should of. I regret not saying it.

I used up are time together. The time I had off I was to busy getting high, instead of being with her. The time I was suppose to be looking for a job I just used my inheritance and bought a variety of bad candy.

I want to find my love. But I can find her in any local phone books. The operator doesn't know an Higurashi Kagome. She has left this…my world for good. I wake up depressed. But I have a life now. I have a child, and a wife. Plus I must keep up as heir to the western gangs.

There's the thing that started it all. I am the eldest son in the Taisho family I must inherit the rightful place as the leader of the Taisho gang. That was what involved me. With drugs I mean. Now I'm clean though. I have to be.

I married the wrong person. But I have a perfect child. Rin. She's the light in my life. But my wife isn't someone that you spend the rest of your life with. She's the type the spends the rest of your money. Kikyo. I chose her because I thought she was my sweet Kagome from a far. But close up she is nothing like my love.

Kikyo is cold and fucking my half-brother. I treat Kikyo like shit though. When she comes home I refuse to do anything with her anymore. When she talks to me I reply with a simple 'hn'. She calls me by every name in the book. Every night we have augments but I never participate, it is useless with that clay pot anymore.

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Kagome's P.O.V.

Seven years. Has flown by. Yeah right.

I'm lonely. I move every month. I cant stand one place. Everyone looks through me. I runaway from everything. It is terrible. I'm falling apart slowly. I see my love on the news all the time. Sesshomaru Taisho. The Youngest rich man. That happened fast. But he inherited the 'family business'.

I still cry sometimes. Wishing I would run into him on the streets. Everyday I plan what I would say to him if I ran into him. Its pretty pathetic. He's happy he has a daughter, and a wife that kinda' looks like me.

Enough sulking for tonight tomorrow I have job interview to do in this new town. I'm excited because I'm finally in the western part of Japan. Which means Sesshomaru looks over everything in this area.