Ok, so i have just watched "The girl on the train" at the pictures and it was amazing, so i just put this together, this is a sum of Rachel Watson's (Emily Blunt) thoughts at the end of the movie spoilers may apply it may focus on Megan for awhile but it will shift to the end of the movie so i can sum it up! Sorry if it is bad cause i can't exactly remember word for word to the movie. enjoy :)

I have a bad addiction to drinking, people always harassed me about how i was the crazy bitch! the phsyco one, but they were all wrong.

I can't believe my Ex crazy Tom killed Megan Hipwel, she was a quite girl whom babysat Evie, Tom and Anna's baby daughter. Every morning when I would get on the train, I would always sit in the same spot, 3 carts back where I could see everything, but every morning i would see her, Megan, well i didn't know her name but I would always see her out on the balcony or in the yard, with her husband. According to me, they had the perfect relationship, they were in one of those types of relationships that i think everyone one wants to be in with someone, they looked like they had an uncontrollable love with each other. But one day, I saw her kissing someone else, I rushed out of my seat, down the aisle to the very last window to get one last glimpse at her. For some reason I was disgusted and outraged, she had the perfect relationship and now she was throwing it away! So when i got into town i went and got myself more drunk at the bar there. So when I found out that the girl i saw, Megan Hipwel was missing, so i went to her house and told her husband: Scott Hipwel that i was one of Megan's friends and I gave him information about how i saw her kissing someone else on the balcony, he believes me and thanks me for coming forward, and i leave. so now let me skip forward a couple of days: Anna Boyd, my Ex husbands now wife has confronted him by finding Megan's phone in Tom's computer bag, day's later I show up at their house telling Anna but she said she already knows. Tom confesses and hits me in the head knocking me out for a few minuets where i just happen to remember what happened to me when i blacked out, i got up and grabbed a magnet off the fridge and run for the front door but Tom tacked me to the ground, so i reached over to a umbrella pot that was just in arms length and i hit him over the head. I got up and bolted for the back door, which was open, thank god, and sprinted out to the backyard only to find seconds later, tom chasing me, probrually to strangle me but, in a line of self defence i push a kitchen corkscrew into his neck where he collapsed on the grass. Minuets later Anna appeared out of the house and knelt besides Tom, pushing the corkscrew draper into his neck so it killed him. Anna and I were taken into police custody for questioning, Anna stated that when I stabbed Tom it was in the line of self defence and that no charges should be layer against me.

It has been one year since the murder of Megan Hipwel, sometimes I don't know why but i visit her grave and lay flowers to pay repeat to her, and it has also been one year and I am not the drunk crazy person everyone claims i was, Tom used to always state that i was a crazy person when i was drunk and he told me that i got him fired, at a party. So when I saw his bosses wife Martha i apologised about what i did at the party. she said there was nothing to apologise for because i was just tired when i was drunk and that i didn't throw a plate, Tom made that up, to make me feel bad. Sometimes I'm glad i stabbed him because whom know's how many more incent lives he would of taken. I now sit in a different spot on that train, looking at the beautiful water.

My name is Rachel Watson and I'am just the girl on the train