Your Guardian Angel
Written by: Adventure-Seeking-Juliet
When: Listening to Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Appartus
Disclaimer: I don't own Star Wars, or characters that you recognize. I also don't own Your Guardian Angel, the song.
A/N As medic's work to save what's left of Anakin Skywalker, and make him into the mechanical, villan we all know after the events of Mustafar, Ani thinks of Padme. Angst. SHORT One-Shot. Please review! Loosely based on the song, not a song-fic.
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He thought about her smile the entire time he burned, it was what got him through the pain.
As he lay on the medical bed, in more pain then he thought imaginable, he cried. Not because he was in pain, but because Padme's smile lit up his heart.
No tears could roll down his face, because the lava had burned them all away, but he knew that if they could he would have cried a river by now, just for her smile.
The smile of an angel.
Anakin had believed he was strong, stronger then anyone else...it had been a stupid, cocky mistake, but he had learned something now.
He knew this world would turn cold without her, it breaks his slowly disintegrating soul to think of being without her, and she was Anakin's undoing.
Deep inside him, Anakin knew he could be the one, her guardian angel, just like she was his.
He would never let her fall.
He would stand with her forever.
Anakin would be there with her through it all...even if saving her meant the death of himself.
Except he hadn't.
Seasons changed, waves crashed, and stars fell for them, but yet why wasn't his angel here by his side now?
Days would grow longer, and nights shorter...He could show her he'd be her guardian angel, forever by his own angel's side, but he failed.
Anakin would die for her, because Padme was his true love, his heart...he hoped that what he'd done hadn't driven her away...
He was here for her, still! Please don't walk away, he begged in his mind, please tell me you'll stay.
His mind screamed of his love for her: I love you, so much Padme. Please, please don't do this to me. Stay.
I more then love you...I love you so much I can't describe it! Padme...
Padme could use him as she pleased, she could pull all his strings just for a thrill.
He would be okay, but if his angel had fallen his skies would turn the dullest shade of gray.
Anakin's dry tears continued to pour, he'd be her guardian angel...
I will, I will, his mind cried.
But he couldn't for he'd failed his lovely angel, she was gone.
He would never again be her guardian angel, no matter how much he cried.
A/N Please Review, it made me sad.