"But, till then-if you don't believe me,

You don't know me-till then,

I would have died by inches

Before I touched a single hair

Of his head!"

Heathcliff, Wuthering Heights Chapter XIV

Preface

I ALWAYS KNEW I WOULD END UP HERE, IN THE SAME place every single time I just never thought id be hurting the ones I love dearly. However, how could you not hurt them if someone is forcing you to? If it were, the other way around I would be in a different place than I am now. I would not be dead I would be living and happy with my loved ones. Well, if being a vampire counts as living I will take it. I will do anything to be with them.

I just do not know what to do. I need to make my decisions fast. They are on their way. Moreover, we all know that he always gets his way. Either that or you die. Decisions, decisions…but which one will lead me straight to my loved ones? That I do not know my friend, but somewhere deep in the forest two, one a werewolf the other a vampire, men are planning revenge.

Chapter 1

Ding-dong!

The doorbell rang. I ran downstairs but already knew who it was. I opened the door and gave Ebony, Alexa, and Justin a hug.

"Hey guys! Are we leaving now? If we are I need you to help me get my stuff from upstairs," I told them.

"Yeah we're leaving soon but we want to stop off at Gianni's first. Then we will go to the airport," Justin told me. He smiled at me and I smiled back.

Alexa, Ebony, and I went upstairs to get my stuff. Alexa was the first one to talk.

"Oh… my… god, Yana, did you see the way he looked at you?" Alexa exclaimed.

"Uh yeah, actually I see that look everyday! He's my boyfriend, duh duhhh!" I said sarcastically.

"Hah, very funny Yana, but he looks like he's going to oh, I don't know… hmmm…. die from your everlasting, immortal, 'vampire' beauty," Alexa said with a lot of sarcasm. Alexa flinched when I gave her my evil glare after she said her sarcastic comment.

They got my stuff and put it in the car. Then we went to Gianni's to get pizza before we go to the airport and go to Forks. We drove to the airport and made it in time to board our flight. Justin sat next me and Alexa and Ebony sat in the row across from us. I sat next to the window, claiming it as my property, before Justin could.

"We are taking off now. Make sure all carry-on items are stowed either above your seat or under the seat in front of you. Please put on your seat-belts and have a nice flight," Kerri, one of the flight attendants, said over the intercom.

Our flight took off and when it did, I got butterflies in my stomach and had to hold Justin's hand. This gave me even more butterflies. I slept for most of the flight, and Justin woke me up every time he thought I was dead. However, I reassured him I was alive. When we were close to landing Justin woke me up, and held my hand when the plane landed.

"What a flight! In addition, Yana was asleep and cuddling with Justin the whole time! She didn't even get to see all the pretty sites!" Alexa exclaimed and I blushed.

Justin went to get our rental car. Which, actually, happened to be a yellow Porsche? That's convenient, I thought.

We packed our stuff into the car and Justin drove us to our hotel. Justin and I had a room to our selves while Alexa and Ebony shared another room.

"I know why they have a room all to their selves," Alexa muttered to Ebony under her breath.

"I know right," Ebony muttered back.

"I can hear you guys! Um, hello I'm standing right here?" I exclaimed. Then Alexa and Ebony rushed into their room without another word.

Then Justin and I walked into our room. He put down our bags, turned on our light, closed the door, and pulled me close to the bed.

"I love you," he whispered into my ear before he kissed me.

"I love you to," I whispered back. Then I sat on the bed and hugged him.

"I think maybe it's a little too early for this. We should ask Alexa and Ebony if they want to go sight seeing. It's only like…4 pm," Justin said pulling me back.

"Ok. I'll go ask if they want to go find out if Jacob's house truly is a faded red color," I said. Then suddenly there was a knock on our door.

Jamie opened the door. And of course, it was Alexa and Ebony with two glass cups to their ears. Obviously they were listnening to us.

"I want to see Jacob's house!" Ebony said excitedly. Alexa looked at Ebony as if she was crazy.

"Suit yourself. Id rather see Edward then a dog…even though I wouldn't mind seeing a few smokin' hot guys today…other than Justin of course," Alexa said.

"Stupid bloodsucker loving little brat…" Ebony mumbled under her breath.

I literally laughed-out-loud in my head, they are polar opposites of each other. We all left the hotel and drove to La Push. It was a 45-minute drive to La Push. We got there around five. As soon as we drove in Ebony gasped for, she had seen or heard something. She never gasps unless she is being sarcastic or is utterly amazed.

"What is it Lassie?" I asked sarcastically.

"Not what, Yana a whom!" Ebony responded pointing to a tall tan guy with short hair and apparently not wearing a shirt. This was definitely not a problem to Alexa, Ebony, and I. We all stared at him dreamily. Except for Justin, of course…he's a guy, and guys don't stare at other guys unless they are gay.

"Calm down, put your tongues back in your mouth," Justin said rolling his eyes.

"Not our fault that we arent exposed to super sexiness other than you in Maryland," I said. Justin laughed at my 'that wasn't supposed to be funny comment'.

We kept driving occasionally stopping to talk to local people just to make sure that we weren't lost. It was getting somewhat dark and it looked like some guys were starting a bonfire and it was cold so we pulled over and asked if we could come.

"Hey I'm Justin and this is Yana, Alexa, and Ebony. We wanted to know if we could join your bonfire party," Justin asked. A guy with semi short hair came over. He was tall, buff, tan and shirtless.

"Yeah sure, that's not a problem. My name is Sam. Nice to meet you guys. The others will introduce themselves to you 'cuz I'm not their 'mom'," Sam said shaking each of our hands.

Alexa whispered to Ebony and I, "Sam, I bet I know his last name!"

I whispered back, "Go ask then dummy!"

Alexa actually took my advice. She went right up to Sam and asked, "Is your last name Uley?" and do you want to know his response? He said, "Yes it is…why?"

And of course Alexa says, "Oh, ok thanks," and walks away with that kind of look when you realize that you just met a werewolf. Alexa was giddy; now that she has met Sam, all of the other people here she meets will be exactly people she doesn't want to meet, except for Paul, Jake, and Seth Clearwater of course. I for one really want to meet Seth and Jake. And Leah Clearwater because she is my hero and I adore her!

As Justin and I were meeting people Alexa went through everyone asking if they were Paul, Jake, or Seth. After about two minutes she found Paul, he was of course forking down some hot dogs.

She sat down next to him and asked, "Are you Paul?" she had to wait for him to swallow for the answer. He gulped down the rest of his hot dog and said, "Yeah. I was going to introduce myself but I got hungry," Alexa laughed.

"Well, I just wanted to say that you are so awesome. But you shouldn't have tried to kill Bella. But it did give you a bad-boy name," Alexa said smiling. She then got up and walked over to Ebony and me.

"Yana, who is that totally sexy guy over there looking at you…if you don't go over there it seems he may come over here and 'steal you away'…" Ebony asked.

"I have no clue…I'm going to go introduce myself to him. Where's Justin? I don't want him to freak out when he sees me talking to that guy," I said. I walked over to mystery man. He was cute! He has nice muscles and short hair like Booboo Stewart and an eight pack.

"Hi, my name is Yana. Um what's yours?" I asked. He looked up for he had been sitting.

"Hello, I'm Seth…" he stopped talking and he just like stared at me. I started to back up but then ran into someone. I turned around. It was Justin.

"Ebony and Alexa told me you came over here to talk to," Justin pointed to Seth, "I just wanted to make sure you were ok," he said.

"I'm fine. I'm not sure I can say the same for uh Seth here," I said looking at him.

Sam and a few other guys came over. Sam whispered something under his breath it was to low for me to hear, but Seth apparently heard it. Then Paul, Alexa, Ebony, and another guy Ebony had been talking to came over.

"Yana that's Jake," Ebony whispered in my ear. I turned around swiftly. My eyes were bigger than the moon.

"The guy in which whom I was speaking to was Seth," I whispered back. She smiled big, it rather looked like the smile the Cheshire cat has in Alice in Wonderland, the Tim Burton one of course.

I turned back around and asked Sam what was wrong with Seth.

Sam replied, "Um, nothing. You guys should head out now its getting dark. We will take care of him. You can stop by anytime just ask for either me or Jake."

They all looked at Seth and Seth stood. They all walked away into the forest together. It was freaky, I think Alexa was right…they are werewolves. I literally died in my mind like I'm not even kidding. Alexa, Ebony, Justin and I walked back to the car. Justin was confused and didn't know what was going on. Alexa, Ebony, and I on the other hand knew exactly what was going on. We all got in the car, and Justin drove us back to the hotel.

"We need to talk to Yana, you can go wait in your room while we talk. And don't listen to our conversation," Ebony said in her innocent but viper like voice.

Justin walked into our room with a confused face and Ebony, Alexa, and I walked into their room.

"Yana, that's Seth Clearwater. The famous werewolf you are totally in love with! Did you see the way he looked at you when he saw you? He looked the way I imagined Jake when he imprinted on Renesmee," Alexa was explaining.

"Yeah Yana, I think we are dealing with real vampires and werewolves here. And if we are, he imprinted on you, the Volturi is real, and Stephenie Meyer's world of fantasy is real. Anything can happen. But the worst thing is technically right now you have two boyfriends…Seth and Jamie but you will probably end up with Seth since imprinting means that you two are soulmates…" Ebony was saying but she stopped to let me take this in.

"I… I, I think I… I think I might… I, I think I… I, I need a moment," I said running out of the room and into the elevator. I went down to the lobby and walked out the doors. I walked to our car; luckily I have a spare car key. I unlocked the doors and got in. I sat in the front seat and took in deep breaths. Within five minutes there was a knock on the car window. It was Alexa.

"Unlock this door bitch!" Alexa screamed. I laughed at her quote from Nick and Norah's Infinite Play list, but I had not noticed that I had locked the doors. I unlocked the doors and Alexa got in on the passenger side.

"Nice line Alexa," I said.

"Same to you Yana, quoting Mia Wasikowska from Alice in Wonderland," Alexa said laughing; she hugged me for she knew I was in despair.

"Want to ask Ebony if she wants to go back to La Push with us? I just want to see him again, and also reassure everyone that me you and Ebony already know their secret and its safe and Justin wont know," I explained in a fast manor.

"No… well yeah, but we should go to the Cullen's house first. I'm dying to meet Alice and Emmett and Edward! But we should ask one of them what to do about this," Alexa said with little hand gestures.

"I suppose, I'm going to text Ebony," I said while pulling out my cell phone.

Hey, come down to the car, we r going to the Cullen's house, I texted. Oh and dnt tll Justin.

U got it babe, she responded then I put my phone into my pocket.

Within five minutes she was down here. She climbed into the backseat.

"Justin is still in the room right?" I asked.

"Yes ma'am," Ebony said while putting on her seatbelt.

"Drive on Yana!" Alexa exclaimed brightly.

Hopefully I won't get lost I will just follow my instinct or ask local people… I thought to myself. I started driving and Alexa put on my iPod. How ironic of it to be 'Lay All Your Love on me' from Mamma Mia!

Sigh. My life is full of irony. Well, I guess 'Alice' saw our decision to come to the house because she was standing in the driveway. Yet again, my instincts are right. I cabbage patched in my head while Alexa stared at Alice in disbelief.

Within two seconds, Alice was at our car. Ebony freaked out by this. Alice looked at us and we knew that we should get out the car. We got out of the car and Alice greeted us and gave us hugs. She walked us into the house, which was even more beautiful then teenagers everywhere imagined that of which.

Alice introduced us to everyone. Alexa, Ebony, and I sat on the couch. I talked first.

"Uh…hi, well it seems that I'm in a predicment and kind of need help," I said looking at all of them.

"Is it me or do you guys smell like wet dog?" Emmett asked.

"That's part of the story…" I said.

"So today Alexa, Ebony, Justin and I came to Forks, and we decided to go to La Push. So we get there and the wolves are having a bonfire. And we meet everyone and then-" I started before Edward cut me off.

"And then Seth imprinted on you…" Edward finished.

The Cullens all gasped with smiles on their faces.

"The little kid is growin up…" Emmett said pretending to cry.

Alexa and I laughed at Emmett. And then I looked to Edward.

"I don't know what I should do…I really love my fiance Justin, and to tell him a werewolf imprinted on me…would be downright crazy to him…I just don't know what to do. That's why we came here…that and you were the first stop on our way back to La Push," I said to him.

"I honestly don't know Yana…do whatever seems right," Edward said.

"Well right now…seeing Seth seems right…" I said before I had a vision.

I never told anyone this but I can sort of borrow other people's abilities…except I alter them to fit me.

In my vision I could see Jake's pack coming to the house and they'd be here in 5…4…3…2…1…

And they're here. I sat trying not to twitch because all of the nerves in my body made me feel like a live wire.

Seth, Jake, Leah, Embry and Quil came in through the back door. Seth looked surprised to see me but also very content and joyious at the same time. I smiled coyly at him. He smiled back walking over. But then Jake stopped him and looked at him.

What was going on? Why couldn't he come to see me? As horrible as it sounds I wanna hurt Jake right now for holding Seth back.

Edward laughed at my thoughts. And I looked over at him like 'oh right you can still hear my thoughts hehehe…'

"HI Leah!" Lexa screamed.

Umm to keep this on the hush-hush I kinda think Lexa has a thing for Leah…if yah know what I mean…

By now Edward was trying so hard to not to have a sudden outburst of laughter…I never knew I was that funny.

"Do I know you…?" Leah began looking at lexalike she was a psycho maniac…but suddenly Leah looked like she was going to hug Lexa.

"I hate you Alexa Blair!" Leah screamed running to Lexa.

"Oh my god its been forever huh? How come you never told me about this?" Lexa exclaimed.

"WAIT WAIT WAIT, A MINUTE! YOU KNEW LEAH CLEAWATER AND DIDN'T TELL EITHER OF US?" I exclaimed getting ready to slap Alexa.

"I didn't know her last name back then Yana, gosh take a chill pill," Lexa said.

"Fine. Now back to what we are really here for," I said.

Jake let Seth go and almost immediately Seth came over to see me,

"Hi," he said.

Emmett rolled his eyes. And Alice said "Well don't just stand there Seth! Kiss her!"

And then Seth leaned in and kissed me.