Dying in my arms tonight. . .
I treasure every moment we have ever shared. Every memory we have created together, in each other's arms. I understand what you mean when you say you will never leave me. I can feel your love all around me, even with your last breath you think only of me. Am I in pain? Do I feel Ok? Your eyes ask me if I'll be all right without you by my side? I can't say no, you don't like it when people lie.
A frown jostles with the pain marring your excruciatingly beautiful face. I clutch you to my chest harder. My arms wrap around your gasping torso, maybe, if I can just hold you close enough you'll be ok and this soul- destroying pain will leave me. My own body shakes with repressed weeping. I can feel you try to bring your arms around my stomach. I wish you'd stop trying to make me feel better about this. There is no consoling me.
All at once I see a change in your eyes. The physical pain is gone and all that is left is emptiness, you can feel the end coming. I cry into your hair.
"You can't leave me! I wont let you!"
I relax my grip and gently lower you to the cold, hard ground. I'm kneeling with your head in my lap, stroking strands of limp hair off of your clammy forehead. The action is so familiar to me, I remember all the times I have done it in the past, whilst I comforted you, or watched you sleep. I watched you live, now I have to watch you die. You look directly into my eyes and your soul smiles at mine.
"We had some good times, didn't we Mamo-chan?"
The tears fall fast and free, I never knew I had this many inside of me. They slide into my mouth as I try to smile, and not grimace at you. "We had some great times Usako." God, my heart hurts so bad. I can't tell you that I love you; love isn't a strong enough word for what I feel for you.
You try to laugh at my failed attempt to appear happy and then. . . nothing. You are gone and my soul goes with you. How can I live in this world when you have hold of my soul? There is no reason to stay, now that you are gone.
Except. you wouldn't want *him* out in the world, he could hurt someone else. No, I wont allow him to live.
To quote a hero of mine, "In the name of love, and justice I shall punish you. Harry Potter."
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I don't know where this came from. I sort of wanted to try a Mamoru centric X-over. I won't continue unless people want me to, so it's up to you. If you want to find out why Mamoru is blaming Harry then ask and you shall receive in the next chapter. I got bored so I let this go where it wanted to but now I kind of want to continue it. Let me know what you think.
I treasure every moment we have ever shared. Every memory we have created together, in each other's arms. I understand what you mean when you say you will never leave me. I can feel your love all around me, even with your last breath you think only of me. Am I in pain? Do I feel Ok? Your eyes ask me if I'll be all right without you by my side? I can't say no, you don't like it when people lie.
A frown jostles with the pain marring your excruciatingly beautiful face. I clutch you to my chest harder. My arms wrap around your gasping torso, maybe, if I can just hold you close enough you'll be ok and this soul- destroying pain will leave me. My own body shakes with repressed weeping. I can feel you try to bring your arms around my stomach. I wish you'd stop trying to make me feel better about this. There is no consoling me.
All at once I see a change in your eyes. The physical pain is gone and all that is left is emptiness, you can feel the end coming. I cry into your hair.
"You can't leave me! I wont let you!"
I relax my grip and gently lower you to the cold, hard ground. I'm kneeling with your head in my lap, stroking strands of limp hair off of your clammy forehead. The action is so familiar to me, I remember all the times I have done it in the past, whilst I comforted you, or watched you sleep. I watched you live, now I have to watch you die. You look directly into my eyes and your soul smiles at mine.
"We had some good times, didn't we Mamo-chan?"
The tears fall fast and free, I never knew I had this many inside of me. They slide into my mouth as I try to smile, and not grimace at you. "We had some great times Usako." God, my heart hurts so bad. I can't tell you that I love you; love isn't a strong enough word for what I feel for you.
You try to laugh at my failed attempt to appear happy and then. . . nothing. You are gone and my soul goes with you. How can I live in this world when you have hold of my soul? There is no reason to stay, now that you are gone.
Except. you wouldn't want *him* out in the world, he could hurt someone else. No, I wont allow him to live.
To quote a hero of mine, "In the name of love, and justice I shall punish you. Harry Potter."
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I don't know where this came from. I sort of wanted to try a Mamoru centric X-over. I won't continue unless people want me to, so it's up to you. If you want to find out why Mamoru is blaming Harry then ask and you shall receive in the next chapter. I got bored so I let this go where it wanted to but now I kind of want to continue it. Let me know what you think.