iCan't Explain It

Sam was on her bed, with a notebook and pen in her hand. She was trying to write something that was very important to her. Though she couldn't seem to find the right words to say. She tapped the pen heavily onto the notebook and took a breath. It seemed she wanted this note to be perfect whenever the person reads it and sees that she really does care about them.

She glanced at the clock. Noon, lunch time. Though she didn't even bother getting up to go get something to eat. She just wanted to finished the darn thing.

Putting the notebook and pen down, she lied back onto the pillow behind her, thinking.

Smiled. She just thought of the moment they shared together. It was unexplainable, because it was remarkable to her.

She rolled over on her side and put one hand on the side of her head. Sighing, she wished that happened again, and wished she had never promised them, to go back to normal after that special moment. She was just realizing why she did what she did to them all the time; she was in love with them.

Frustration; they make her angry. Confusion; she wants to be with them, but do they see this love too?

"Oh, why should anything so easy, ever be so hard to do? I wanna tell you what I'm feeling, and to say that I love you." She thought out loud.

She lifted up off the pillow, and once again, picked up the notebook and pen and finally had an idea of what to write.

She began,

I just wanted you to know all this… Here I go. I'm truly, filling, unexplainable in love with you. I love you more and more each day. Words, they can't describe how much you mean to me. Honestly, you're my everything and I know that'll never change. I really love you. You've got my mind almost every single second of every single day. You have my heart and I do know that I'll never get it back from you. I'll never be able to tell you how much I honestly love you. Again, words can't even explain. I've never met someone like you in my entire life. You're my happiness, love, and peace to my life. I know that we can replace Romeo and Juliet. I don't want to be with you for years; I want to be with you forever. I don't want to ever be without you. I'm falling in love with you and you have to know that. I don't care what I had before. I want to be with you and I'll forget about everything else; I won't miss anyone. You're the only thing that I can ever think about. What I'm really trying to say is that I've never been more in love. Though best of all, I love you more than life itself.

Even though she had written this note, she wasn't seriously going to give it to them, for she would be embarrassed.

the end!