Author's Notes: Hello, fellow Scrubs fanatics! I'm glad to know I'm not the only one out there completely and utterly obsessed with this show! You know you need to make more friends when you find yourself falling in love with fictional characters……I love you JD, Perry...he glares Sorry, Dr. Cox…drools
Erm. Yes. This is my first fanfic, so be nice…. It's a poem about JD and Dr. Cox's relationship, with some slash suggestions (not sex, just relationship-wise), so if you don't like that kind of stuff, find some boring straight fics.
Pairing: JD/Dr. Cox (obviously…they would have been so damn sweet together! Oh well…there's still fanfiction)
Disclaimer: I don't own Scrubs...but I do own a pretty nice toaster! (Wanna trade?)
My
Forbidden Garden
That I cannot encourage
Cannot acknowledge
Cannot allow.
For if anyone were to discover
To realize
To know
Whose image floats before my eyes at night
Tantalizes my being
Robs me of my sanity…
It is wrong…isn't it?
Is it wrong to have these feelings for this godlike man?
His perfect curls
His shattering intellect
His seemingly cruel shell, crafted to protect
The kind heart hidden inside
From pain…
Like a forbidden garden
Haunting my dreams
I yearn to explore
This new world I can see
Alas, this cruel being, Society
Keeps me from my garden
Building high walls around it
Labeling it, "Forbidden"
Isolating those inside.
So I hide from myself
In fear and shame
Because if by some miracle
You kept a garden too
I certainly would never be allowed within.
I fear your rejection
I fear the world's sneers
I truly am a coward.
So I content myself
With your professional company
I smile and greet you
Inwardly laughing at your gruff response
I wish to say so much more
But for now I refrain
Building my courage
Little by little
Until I can take the plunge
And destroy my garden's walls forever.
POV: Dr. CoxThere's an attraction here
That I cannot encourage
Cannot acknowledge
Cannot allow.
For if anyone were to discover
To realize
To know
Whose image floats before my eyes at night
Tantalizes my being
Robs me of my sanity…
It is wrong…isn't it?
Is it wrong to have these feelings for this beautiful man?
His charming smile
His sunny disposition
His storm-blue eyes, so warm and open
Baring his emotions to the world
Unafraid…
Like a forbidden garden
Haunting my dreams
I yearn to explore
This new world I can see
Alas, this cruel being, Society
Keeps me from my garden
Building high walls around it
Labeling it, "Forbidden"
Isolating those inside.
So I hide from myself
In fear and shame
Because if by some miracle
You kept a garden too
I certainly would never be allowed within.
I fear your rejection
I fear the world's sneers
I truly am a coward.
So I content myself
With the only way I know how to communicate
Degrading you, ranting at you, calling you Tammy
You remain cheerful, and I smile sadly
I wish to say so much more
But for now I refrain
Building my courage
Little by little
Until I can take the plunge
And destroy my garden's walls forever.
So that's it. Was it awful? Was it decent? Please review! We'll see about more fics from yours truly, or even more poems, if I get good feedback on this one.
ChaoticPython