These
four walls keep me closed off to the outside world
It's 7AM and
I'm still dreaming of you
I wake up in this fog-like state
and
fall out of bed, and as I keep falling
I'm wondering if this was
my destiny
For my heart to fail me...
And when I was a young
girl
My mom used to say that I would defeat my demons
Even if
it's your own heart
And As I watch the planes fly over Ontario
I
can picture my emotions coming crashing down on the runway
Broken
and disappointed
Just give me one chance, baby...
And listen to
the lies drone out the engines
And as I drive down these lonely
streets
The city looks like its on fire tonight
It's beauty is
overtaken by this longing feeling
To lay under these Toronto stars
with you
and whisper sweet love notes in your ear
And plant
kisses on those soft lips
And leave an ever-lasting impression on
your heart
If starts could watch and walls could fall
they
would break under pressure
As they watch me fall six feet
under
Cause the ground above me is layered with fresh ice
and
the cold air bites my throat
Is this what love is?
The slick
pavement against my face and the blade against my wrist
because I
need you tonight...
And your never-dying smile...
And you got
me thinking that it will be all right
would you come to my
funeral?
Take a look at this frozen picture
Does it hurt you
like it hurt me?
Die for me, my darling...
And take a journey
with me through the lights
Cause these Toronto stars are all I
have to pray on
Passing the exit for my house
I recall our
phone calls with laughter and unwanted happiness
And how deep in
our thoughts we wished that this really didn't happen
And as I try
to forget and push you out of my memories
It comes flooding back
like a tidal wave
Because I miss you... I miss you so...
Cause
the collision of our distance kiss drives me insane
And how the
riots on the streets leave me facing head up
Bleeding from every
corner
And the 9-millimeter lies next to me
Where did I go
wrong?
As I hear the radio drone out the sirens
I hope it kills
me
They are screaming, but I'm not listening...
As I slowly
start to enter that fog-like state again
As that one picture of us
flashes across my mind
And one last permanent smile spells my
farewell.
-----Written by Yukio Tanabe