Song; Chasing Pavements by Adele. Great song you should tottaly check it out. it will be the name of a later Degrassi episode featuring Fiona and her court case with Bobby but i felt like it fit Declan and the idea i had (:

I've made up my mind.

Don't need to think it over.

If I'm wrong I am right,

Don't need to look no further

This ain't lust,

I know this is love but,

Declan Coyne sat steadying himself on his bed. Drink in one hand a pill in the other. He loved her with everything he had but she stomped on his heart, treated him like he was nothing. Broke his heart and now it was time to get revenge by breaking her heart. It was wrong that they weren't together but it was right to do this. He couldn't have her so no one could have him.

And that's exactly what I need to do,

If I'm in love with you,

This was the only way he would be seen by her once again. It was what he needed to do to see her again. Sure he would be gone forever but seeing her love him and miss him would be the best thing for him.

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Even if it leads nowhere

Or would it be a waste

Even if I knew my place should I leave it there?

Should I give up,

Or should I just keep chasing pavements

Even if it leads nowhere.

He was tired of chasing after her when she wouldn't chase back. He was ready to give up for good. Sure he was a Coyne and they didn't quit but after all this he was sure this is what he wanted.

I'd build myself up,

And fly around in circles,

Waiting as my heart drops,

And my back begins to tingle

Finally could this be it

He dropped the pill on his tongue and swallowed it followed by a swig of bubbly. His body felt num like his heart, it all blended together. His vision blurred, as his eyes became slits letting little light in. He fell back on the silk blanket letting the glass bottle slip from his glass shattering everywhere. Declan Coyne was stone; cold and dead.

might do a chapter on when Holly J finds out, just have to find a song that fits (suggest one and i will love you) first song-fic! hope you enjoyed! please review (: