Willow who?

LOOK AT ME NOW
GOT NO RELIGION
LOOK AT ME NOW
I'M SO VACANT
LOOK AT ME NOW
I WAS A VIRGIN
LOOK AT ME NOW
GREW UP TO BE A WHORE
AND I WANT IT
I BELIEVE IT
I'M A MILLION DIFFERENT THINGS
AND NOT ONE YOU KNOW

HEY AND OUR MOMMIES ARE LOST NOW
HEY, DADDY'S SOMEONE ELSE
HEY, WE LOVE THE ABUSE
BECAUSE IT MAKES US FEEL LIKE WE ARE NEEDED NOW
BUT I KNOW
I WANNA DISAPPEAR

I WANNA DIE YOUNG
AND SELL MY SOUL
USE UP ALL YOUR DRUGS
AND MAKE ME COME
YESTERDAY MAN,
I WAS A NIHILIST AND
NOW TODAY I'M
JUST TOO FUCKING BORED
BY THE TIME I'M OLD ENOUGH
I WON'T KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL

HEY AND OUR MOMMIES ARE LOST NOW
HEY, DADDY'S SOMEONE ELSE
HEY, WE LOVE THE ABUSE
BECAUSE IT MAKES US FEEL LIKE WE ARE NEEDED NOW
BUT I KNOW
I WANNA DISAPPEAR

Willow looked and the stars through her French Windows. Her eyes were shining with tears. She walked towards the library to see if there were any new "nasties" in Sunnydale. Her class finished early. She couldn't wait to see Oz. She walked a little faster with a spring in her step. She opened the library doors. There seemed to be no-one there. She heard a giggle. Then she saw them. Oz and Buffy. Oz and Buffy kissing. They drew apart. They did not know anyone else was in the room. Willow stared horrified. Buffy giggled. "What about Willow, geek the girlfriend?" Oz smiled. "Willow who?" Buffy giggled again. "I love it when you say that!" Willow whimpered. Oz and Buffy turned and saw her. Willow could stand it no more. She ran out of the library with tears streaming down her face.

The scene replayed in Willow's head over and over. She took a deep breath and tried to meditate to clear her mind. She couldn't concentrate. Hot, angry tears spilled over. She threw a picture frame with a picture of her, Buffy, Oz and Xander at her mirror, shattering her reflection. She screamed in anguish, her face screwed up in pain. Her parents were in Japan for 9 months. "I HATE ME. I HATE BUFFY. I HATE OZ. I HATE ME!" she screamed. "I hate myself so much. I hate myself." She sobbed.

Spike heard a scream. He smiled to himself. There was fun to be had.

Willow let out a fresh scream. She set fire to a photo of herself and Oz and threw it out from her balcony. She stood out on the balcony and screamed out her pain to the velvet night. Exhausted, she slumped against the rail and sobbed weakly.

Spike climbed with ease on to the balcony. Willow looked at him.

"I don't want games, Spike. I don't want you to turn me. If you want to do anything, kill me, but make it quick" Spike was taken aback. Although he rarely spoke to her, he knew all about the witch, as he called her. He knew all about the slayer's friends. He found it was useful.

Spike put on his trademark smirk. "Ahhhhhhh! Witchy's all teenage angst and suicidal! Doggy's gone and dumped her!"

"Shut up!" Willow shrieked. "Just kill me and leave my body where people are likely to find it before it rots!"

Spike raised an eyebrow. There was clearly something wrong. In spite of himself he began to pity her. He sat down beside Willow and turned to face her.

"What happened pet?"

I'll write more if I get at least 1 review. Don't care if it's a flame! Song was I wanna disappear by Marilyn Manson