Warning tags: Age-difference, anal sex, blow jobs, anal fingering, mild dubious concent, virginity, possessive behavior, kissing, dirty talk, phone sex, confusion, soulmates, bonding and alternative universe.

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Seebastian steps inside his apartment, he closes the door and turns the lock, then slide off his jacket and hangs it over a chair, before he walks into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water from the fridge.

He takes a sip and a deep breath.

He knows what's coming.

He have known for as long as he can remember.

His mom had called earlier and wished him a goodnight.

Travis, his best friend have texted him to call him immediately when he would wake up tomorrow.

Of course he is excited, because he wants this. He have been craving this for the last four years and now it's finally time.

He walks into his bedroom and shrugs off his pants and shirt, settling the water bottle on the bed side table. Looks at his phone 11:30 pm, that means there is not much time left.

He takes off his socks one at the time and then crawls under the covers, snuggling up with his pillow.

Then he closes his eyes, ready to let the dream take over.

It's a fact that if you haven't met your soulmate before turning 23, then the night before this exact birthday you will dream of him or her.

The dream will show in four sequences.

One wear you will hear your soulmate say your name.

Two with scenes there will happen in your future.

And then a last one showing how your soulmate looks like today.

You don't really get a choice, even if you're one of the few people who doesn't want to find out who your soulmate is, sleep will consume you anyway, no matter what.

And when you wake up you will know.

But that's not the thing for Sebastian, because he wants to know.

He wants to know who is meant to be his kindred spirit, his most beloved and the most important thing in his life from now on.

So he happily surrenders to the sleep.

Sebastian comes from a warm home, he is the only child of his mother Maggie Smythe and his father Casper Smythe. His parents found each other when they were 19 and they always talked about how the just knew. How the felt like time stopped for seconds and their heart speed up when the looked at each other for the first time.

And Sebastian have always hoped to get that, to feel that connection with someone and now when he wake up tomorrow he will know who to look after, to get that.

He knows it's going to be a man, because he always felt attracted to men and he secretly hope that it's gonna be someone hot, because that would make some things a lot easier. But most of all he just hope it's someone he can feel that connection to immediately.

Sebastian is what you could call an outsider, but mostly by choice. He doesn't have that many friends, because he can be a real asshole and pretty straight forward sometimes and people don't really like that.

He have one real friend, Travis, they known each other since they where kids, probably why Travis keeps up with him, because he knows that behind the asshole is a kind and warm guy, who just want to find happiness.

He smiles, because he can feel he will drift of any second now.

It's dark and there is laughter coming from somewhere, but he can't figure out from where.

He turns around and then he hears it Sebastian Someone is calling, a small voice almost like a whisper.

There is a break and the scene shifts, he is laying on a bed, a naked body is pressing against his and kissing up his neck. Sebastian It's the same voice from before, now only alot more deep, with some twist of want and desire hidden in the way the close says his name.

He tries to turn and look at the face of the person lying with him, but then their is another break.

Kurt The name leaves his lips as he is walking down some stairs, seeing a man standing with his back to him, he walks over and let his arms around the man's waist and presses a kiss to the man's shoulder. I love you Kurt

Then there's another break.

This scene is different, it's like he is watching this from a third person perspective, kind of like a movie.

A chubby man, with a blurry face is standing by a cemetary and holds out his hand.

Then a little boy rund up from behind and takes the hand, just as the boy looks like he is about to say something, his eyes flicker out and it's like he is looking directly at Sebastian.

Blinking three times and then looks back at the the man holding his hand.

"Can we go home now?" He asks, the man and the man nods

"Of course, Kurt."

Sebastian gasp and sits up in his bed faster than ever. His hearts is thumping wildly in his chest and he desperately tries taking a deep breath to control it.

He is covered in sweat and he is shaking.

But all that doesn't matter.

He looks around, sure enough he is awake.

He tries to remember the dream, but somehow the only thing he can seems to get a clear image of is far from what he expected.

He shakes his head, because this doesn't make sense.

Because he doesn't remember a man.

Al he does remember is a little boy, not much older than 7 or 8 with stunning blue eyes and name.

Kurt