Disclaimer: The title of this fiction was borrowed from the Avant album "Ecstasy". I don't own these characters, ABC does. And the song "Sorry" is Avant's, not mine. The lyrics are in italics.
By: Jade Unicorn
E-Mail: is under some serious construction right now.
Summary: Lena is in pain and doesn't know what to do.
Rating: PG13
Note: Forgive me if there are any mistakes in this.
I know I was
wrong and that's not fair
Playing games with your mind cause I knew you
cared
Walking out of the door every other night
And I knew two wrongs
wouldn't make a right
Lena held onto her pillow and cried as hard as she possibly could. How long had she been lying there? Oh yeah, for almost two hours now. Just when she was able to stop crying, she would think of Bianca and start again. How could she have been so stupid as to let Michael talk her into stealing the formula? But she hadn't counted on falling in love in the process. Guess nothing ever goes the way people planned.
Nobody had ever made her feel so alive. Nobody had ever made her feel like she was worth waking up for. She was working on being 27 years old and spent her whole life running and hiding but it never bothered her until now. Until Bianca. Now she wanted to reveal everything about her and her past life.
Now things have changed
And what your feel is not the same
I thought we
couldn't make ends meet
But you can't stand no more pain
And now I know
pain and it is me
I'm lonely and here is where I want you to be
A woman
like you is too precious to lose and I am confused
What will I do baby I love
you
She wanted to forget everything that Michael had threatened her with and run back into Bianca's arms hundreds of times. But she had her mother's life to think of too. Knowing that it might hurt Bianca but save her mother's life, Lena went ahead and did what was against her better judgment.
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry (I want you
right here with me)
I'm sorry (ooh baby)
I'm sorry (sorry, ooh
yeah)
I'm so sorry
Now all she had was her memories because Bianca wasn't going to take her back. All the promises in the world wouldn't change how the girl felt about her. Both of their hearts were breaking with incredulous pain. How were they going to get past this if at all?
I never knew what true love was till you left me
And now the thought of
you with someone else hurts me deeply
I tried to keep those thoughts out of
my mind
But I'm thinking about you all the time
Where is our love, I must
be out of my mind
What else can I do to prove my love to you
I'm going
crazy baby and your love will make me
A knock on the door came which halted the tears for a moment. She laid there, praying they would go because her heart was too broken to care who was standing on the other side of the door. Whoever it was, was not quite ready to leave. They kept knocking much to her aggravation. Slinging back the covers, Lena slowly pulled herself from the comfort of the bed, the only thing that was holding her anymore.
"I'm coming. I'm coming." She hoarsely groaned out.
I never should have done you wrong
And now I'm sitting here all
alone
You should feel my pain and for you I'll change
Can I have a second
try cause with out you what am I
And I know you don't want to see a grown man
cry I'm sorry
"Lena." The strained voice called out. She opened the door. There stood what she could consider as the grim reaper. He looked at with tired eyes. Something was terribly wrong and it scared Lena to the very depths of her soul.
I'm sorry (I'm sorry baby sorry baby)
I'm sorry (I don't want you to leave
me)
I'm sorry (baby please yeah)
I'm so sorry (I want you to love me all
the time)
I'm sorry (I need you to love me all the time)
I'm sorry (whoa,
whoa, whoa)
I'm sorry (whoa yeah)
I'm so sorry (Listen babe)
"Lena." The man said. "I think you need to come with me now." He held out his hand. "It's about Bianca. You need to hurry."
Rushing about to get on new clothes and grabbing her coat, Lena didn't even bother to ask what had happen. All she cared about now was getting to her former lover's side and being where she was needed most.
To find out what happens, read my next story, "Suicide," which gives away the story just a little bit. But its not what you think.