Bella POV:

I shut the giant door and listened as the locks slid into place. The world around me spun as my grip around my stomach tightened, the smell of blood making its way into my lungs and making me nauseous. I tried to take a step forward but all my energy was drained in that second, leaving me collapsing on the floor breathless.

I opened my mouth to yell but no words came out just a muffled whimper. I kept trying and trying but it wasn't working, no one could hear me, they were probably waiting for me to go to them or were too far away from the door to hear.

It was when I heard footsteps I finally found my voice and let out a whimpered "Jace"; as soon as those words left my mouth I heard the footsteps pick up a pace until they were jogging.

I closed my eyes to stop the blurry vision when I heard someone stop at the top of the staircase directly above me. That's when I decided to open my eyes to see a blurry vision of Jace. My Jace. He looked so torn at that moment like he wasn't sure whether or not he was seeing me. It wasn't until I whimpered in pain when he came running down the stairs and to stop just before me and fell on his knees.He got his two giant hands and rested them on my cheeks so I was looking right into his golden watery orbs that were holding so many emotions it was giving me a headache.

"Bella!" he called but to me it was a distanced sound to go along with his blurry figure. "Alec! Isabelle!" he yelled again this time more panic in his voice.

"Jesus Jace, how many times have I told you not to call me by my full na-"Izzy stopped short when I saw out the corner of my eye she had spotted me. "Shit! Bella!" that was all I heard when my vision went black and I could only hear the voices.

"Bella? Bella!" Jace called out

"The wounds pretty bad Alec. I would say at least seven inches in." Izzy's calm voice sounded

"Alec, go get Magnus!"

"Already on it Jace" Alec said but I could hear the terror in his voice

"Jace you going to have to try" Izzy said but was met with no response so carried on "I'll hold Bella while you do it" this time there was a response and gentle big hands were replaced by small strong hands pressing my shoulders down weakening me further

"I love you baby" I head my angel choke out when I felt it. The pain was worsened and this time I couldn't stop the scream escaping my lips and pulling me closer to the darkness until everything was black and I finally was paralyzed.

I shot up out of bed and was panting trying to control my heartbeat and breathing. I've been having that dream for a while now, always the same yet always different. I can't remember when I first started having it but it was sometime after the accident leaving the horrible scars on my stomach and making me forget about some parts of my life.

I sighed I was getting tired of sleepless nights and early mornings it just wasn't my thing. I looked at my clock and it read 5:36 am. Great I'm up extra early. I groaned and but my head back on pillow to try and get some sleep when that blasted alarm clock went off. I huffed in announce and made my way to the bathroom and slid inside the shower.

I looked down in disgust at my scars on my stomach. Going from my right breast dragging its self to do a U shape on my stomach and back to my left. I had other scars on my body but I didn't care about those, for some reason when I see my U scar it sends a wave of pain to my heart.

I got out the shower and smelt my hair. Strawberries. I dried my body of and went to my wardrobe to choose an outfit for school.

In the end I picked black skinny jeans, a black top, a black blazer and a black leather jacket. For accessories I put on my studded bracelet, my black chunky bracelet and my brown bracelet. Finally I put my boots on (outfit on profile).

I looked in the mirror and smiled. Although I dress like a goth, as some people call it, it somehow makes me feel at ease.

I was still smiling until I saw my hair, I let of a groan of announce and started brushing my hair till it was not free. When it was not free I put it up in a slick back high pony tail and wrapped some hair around the bobble to hide it (picture on profile). If there was one thing I was certain of Alice is going to flip when she see what I'm wearing. Great got to love school.