Author's note: Lmao I wrote this off the top of my head. I might do a sequel to either "pretend' or "and then there was him" but I want to know which one you guys would want. And by "you guys" I mean Crystal E. Falls because they're the only person who reviews my stories therefore their opinion matters more. * shrugs* (joking)
Scott banged his head on the table. Why the fuck had Richard insisted the five continue with their education? Scott had a hard enough time listening to stupid thoughts that floated into his mind. He had no will to deal with math on top of that and PTSD. Yeah apparently you can get PTSD from childhood abuse, torture and dying. Wait if Scott died and came back to life would that make him a zombie? Holy shit, Scott Tyler was a zombie. Oh and Matt too. Scott chose to ignore that last part.
Where would he be if he was a normal kid? Scott supposed he'd still be with Jamie but he'd probably never meet the others. Maybe they wouldn't be branded the weird kids. Yeah that was nice but it wasn't Scott's reality. Scott's reality was that he was a douche bag at times and now he was …just okay. Honestly, Scott felt like he was a bigger dick than he ought to be in the past. True there was a bunch of terrible shit that happened but maybe things would be better if he actually tried to connect with more than one person. What would the future Scott think of him? Scott hoped he'd be viewed better than himself before dying. God, that was a weird thought.
All of this has been weird.
Scott's eyes widened in shock before he responded.
Jamie? How long have you been listening?
For a while, you're not as angsty as I thought you'd be.
Jesus Christ, do I seem like one of those guys who wear more makeup than a prostitute and more black than at a funeral?
Prostitutes and funerals. That's quite the image.
