Clarke
Why do I have to think he is attractive, I thought to myself. I really shouldn't …ugh…Bellamy is rude, conceded and completely full of him self. I really shouldn't be going after guys who will treat me bad. But in a way I think I can't help it… I would secretly stare at Bellamy from a far, whenever he wasn't looking at me. It was funny to watch him freak out over little things that bothered him concerning his sister. Like if some guy looked at Octavia the wrong way, he would just about flip out. I have no idea why I found it funny at all, but I did. The way his eyebrows would cress with concern and worry. The way he would look out her and take care of her every need. I found it adorable how he cared so much for his sister. In the back of my mind I thought maybe he could do the same thing for me but I quickly pushed that thought from my brain. Of course being myself, I would never tell anyone how I felt about him. Actually, I was determined to make it look as if I hated him and as if I wouldn't be bothered by his stupidity.
Bellamy was a natural leader. People never even hesitated when he yelled a command. He had a way of controlling things and getting people to do what he wanted. I really admired that because I always had a hard time to get people to take me seriously. No one wanted to follow me, the way they followed Bellamy. I guess he had a natural charm that I lacked. I wondered to myself, if he was warm under the front of rudeness. The natural way he carried himself was just amazing with his perfect body, dark eyes and warm brown hair. Even though we lacked resources such as clothes, Bellamy somehow always managed to look good.
It's been over a month since we have landed on Earth, all 100 of us criminal teenagers, everyone feels as if they have finally started living. We have all done something in one way or another to be expendables in the Ark's mission to see if Earth is livable again. Yes, there are dangers, like the Earth could still potentially be toxic because of a nuclear war that happened almost a century ago. Other dangers include a lack of commutation with the Ark because they have no way to identify what is going on or even if the Earth is livable again. There is hope still…there has to be; there are a few of us who haven't taken of the brackets, yet. Currently, we have found fresh water and bits of food here and here but no reliable food source. And that really worries me. Not to even mention the grounders that shot jasper. My daydreaming is cut short when Octavia coming towards me.
"My brother wants to see you," she laughs.
"What for?" I say sounding confused. Why would Bellamy want to see me? This is out of character for him. My curiosity is going wild by the time I walk over to see him. When I reach him my heart goes wild and I can hardly contain myself. I take a deep breath in and I sounded annoyed when I say, "What do you want now?"
"How would you like to go on our very own adventure," he says with little enthusiasm. "You never know… it might actually be fun."
"There is no time. Besides there is work to be done," I say flatly. I find it hard to suppress a smile but I manage. Bellamy wants to spend time with me! That fact makes my heart jump. But I continue, "we need to think about everyone and we need to find food."
"Fine. Then we will find food," he say sounding pissed. Bellamy walks past the camp and head off into the forest. I look behind me and make sure no one is watching then I follow his footsteps.