When there was Me and You
Author's note: Hey guys! How's it going? Well I'm okay I guess…here is my newest Supernatural story…please read and review!
Dedications: This story is dedicated to my best friend Marlowe who loves Dean, Jensen Ackles and Supernatural just as much as I do…enjoy!
Chapter
Summary: Jo thinks about a certain someone who has broken
her heart a few times without realizing it. Her thoughts set after
'Born under a Bad Sign'.
Its
funny when you find yourself
looking from the outside
I'm
standing here but all I want
is to be over there
why did I let
myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to
pretend
that I don't really care
My heart broke when he left. Dean had promised that he would call me later. Right then I knew that that was a lie. He wouldn't call me. He never would call me. I secretly held out hopes that he would. He wouldn't leave me hanging. But I was so wrong. It has been almost two months now, and I still haven't gotten that one special call.
I
thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A
wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else could
tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was
me and you
I don't blame Dean fully for my heart break. He probably didn't even know that he did break my heart. That was the hard thing about him; he doesn't know how a person reacts to a broken heart. For all I know, he thinks that I have a boyfriend and he moved on to another girl. The thing is, I haven't gotten a boyfriend. Many guys have looked down my way, but I turned them all down, still holding out hope that Dean would come my way.
I
swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you
smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then
you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only
left with used-to-be's
I know that he doesn't want to be with me because he has to take care of Sammy and fight the demon, but it's not up to him to save me. I'm not an innocent little schoolgirl. I can take care of myself. If I can get kidnapped and almost get killed by an evil spirit while hunting with Dean and Sam, I can handle the real demon.
And
once upon a song
Sometimes I secretly wonder why I'm falling head over heels for Dean. Is it because he's hot? Is it because of his eyes? Is it because of his abs? Or is it because he's the only hunter that hasn't tried to get in my pants? Why I like him, is still a mystery to me. But I like mysteries. No actually I don't…I love mysteries!
Now
I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for
sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause
now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the
truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you
The thing that I hate most about him not being here with me, is that I don't know what he's doing or who he's with. For all I know, he is engaged to some red head whose chest size is bigger than her I.Q! The reason why I loved doing that hunting gig with him was not only my way of being with my dad, but also because I got to be with him everyday. Those were the days that I look back on everyday.
I
can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were
floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Oh who am I kidding?! Dean would never go for a girl like me! He likes the more beautiful, attractive and sexy woman. I don't think that he'll ever look my way. He'll never kiss me. He'll never go out with me. And most of all…he'll never love me.
Cause
I liked the view
thought you felt it too
When there was me and
you
Dean Winchester broke
my heart…and the worst part is…he doesn't even know he did it.
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