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Elliot's POV

J.D had been in a slump lately I could tell because, well, I know J.D and he definitely wasn't himself. He refused breaks, spending his time walking aimlessly around the hospital, he hadn't cracked a joke in what seemed like forever and he hadn't gone off into one of his 'J.D Daydreams' in weeks. Everyone was avoiding him for fear of the Glare he had begun giving anyone who walked past him. Heck even acted afraid of him.

Oh god here he comes and…there is the glare. He stopped suddenly mumbling to himself he brought his hand to his head and bashed it repeatedly, I walked over to him and put my hand on his shoulder. The mumbling stopped and he shrugged me off, glaring at me as he did. He scurried down the hall towards the elevators. I felt like following him but wait no Frick I need to check Mrs Cartwright's obs.

J.D's POV

I didn't know what I was doing. Glaring, Mumbling to myself not like me at all. I couldn't control it, now im standing on the roof, I have no idea how I get here but I am. I look down to the ground over the wall. I can hear them, the ones controlling me. I smack my head with the palm of my hand, I put one foot on the wall, no I cant, two feet, no not now no!

Elliot's POV

After I had checked Mrs Cartwright's obs I went in search of J.D. I had pretty much asked everybody on this floor and the next three. No one had seen him. That is until I asked he told me that he was on the roof, he shouldn't be on the roof he might fall or worse. I tore at the sleeve of his jacket dragging him towards the stairwell, I think we must have gotten the attention of Carla and Turk because suddenly they were following us. I reached out for the handle of the door at the top of the stairs. I closed my hand around it and tugged.

J.D's POV

I just stood, my matted hair blowing around my face. I just stood and thought, the voices were going mad in my head. I was snapped out of it by the sound of a door behind me. I heard a gasp and someone saying my name, I think its probably Elliot and maybe it newbie" Yep Dr Cox.

My movement returns for a moment and I turn to face the door. Standing there is Elliot, Turk and Carla.

"J.Dwhat the hell are you doing?" Elliot stepped towards me.

"I…I don't know" I answer.

"Come on J.D just step down"

"I can't, they wont let me"

"Who J.D who won't let you"

"them" I say pointing to my head. No response from Elliot can't say I blame her though. Dr Cox was the next one to confront me.

"Newbie stop being weird and come down"

"NO" I yell in a voice that is barely my own.

"Hey, don't get snappy with me Gloria just calm down"

I take a small step backwards.

"I CAN'T THEY WILL KILL ME"

"no one will kill you, just stop"

"they don't want me to" I stopped shouting

I'm mumbling, I can tell but its not me it them, they are discussing what to do with me.

"I just want to get down I start crying.

"then just come down" his voice is soft "don't let them win"

"I'm trying Dr Cox, I really am but I cant win, they are winning, they are always winning"

Elliot's POV

I could hear him fighting himself.

"Help…me…I cant…shut up…leave me alone...get out…Help…no don't…No…NO" suddenly he fell backwards head first landing with a cold, hard thud on the gravelled surface. Dr Cox was the first to go to him, J.D was out cold, blood seeping out of the wound in his head.

"We need to get him inside" He lifted J.D and carried him past us…