Unfaithful, a nanny fanfic

Just a little something I came up with while listening to Unfaithful by Rihanna, it helps if you listen to it while reading. It's just a oneshot/drabble.

And please don't be mad at me for this lol :)

Disclaimer: I own nothing.

Story of my life,
Searching for the right,
But it keeps avoiding me.
Sorrow in my soul,
Because it seems that wrong,
Really loves my company.

He's more than a man,
And this is more than love,
The reason that the sky is blue.
The clouds are rolling in,
Because I'm gone again,
And to him I just can't be true.

She couldn't do this anymore. It was suppose to be a one time thing, but it turned into more.

She knew what she was doing was wrong, but she couldn't stop. She knew it was hurting him; she saw it in his face every time she walked out the door.

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
A murderer.

He knew it; she knew that he knew she was unfaithful. She also knew that it killed him inside every time she left; to know that she was happy with some other guy.

She didn't want to do this anymore.

I feel it in the air,
As I'm doing my hair,
Preparing for another date.
A kiss upon my cheek,
As he reluctantly,
Asks if I'm gonna be out late.
I say I won't be long,
Just hanging with the girls,
A lie I didn't have to tell.
Because we both know,
Where I'm about to go,
And we know it very well.

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

She didn't want to see him hurting anymore, she didn't want to be the reason why.

C.C. could see Niles die a little more inside each time she left to go be with Chandler.

So she made a decision, she knew what she had to do.