[Disclaimer] The PG13 version of Twilight belongs to SM. I just borrow her characters to let them have some mature fun.

[A/N] If you are not interested in reading femslash/lemons/smut I suggest pressing the return button on your computer right now.

For the rest of you; I hope you enjoy!

**With or Without**

I poured myself a glass of chilled white wine and locked the door of my room before I sat down in front of my laptop. It was Friday night and all of my friends had tried to convince me to go out with them into a Karaoke bar but I had told them I needed to study. My pale cheeks reddened at the thought of them finding out about my little, dirty secret.

Yeah, it was true. I, Mary Alice Brandon had a dirty secret that no one knew about. Well, technically I had two secrets now.

The first one was that I was hopelessly and irrevocably in love with my roommate Bella Swan since the first moment I looked into her gorgeous chocolate eyes.

I sighed deeply, knowing that she would probably never return my feelings. She had a boyfriend back home in Washington and referring to her he was pretty desperate to tie the knot.

Bella had told me that she didn't feel ready to get married yet but he seemed to be quite persistent. Stupid fucker, I thought, taking of the silver framed picture of him and Bella from the wall. Every time I looked at it a sharp pain went through my heart.

I felt that it was time to distract myself from my secret crush and so I logged myself into my favorite lesbian chat room. She was already there, almost as if she had been waiting for me to sign in tonight. Yeah, I had anonym cybersex with a strange woman and I loved every single minute of it.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Bi-Darling is online

Pixie-Dyke is online

Pixie-Dyke: "Hi there,"

Bi-Darling: "Hello, Pixie. I'm so glad that you came."

Pixie-Dyke: "I didn't cum yet, but I really hope you're going to help me changing this."

Bi-Darling: "Hmm, we'll see."

Bi-Darling: "Are you alone?"

Pixie-Dyke: "Yeah,"

Bi-Darling: "That's good. Tell me what you're wearing."

Pixie-Dyke: "A white tank top and a jeans skirt." I hesitated for a moment before I added.

Pixie-Dyke: "…and underneath I'm wearing a lace bra with a matching thong."

Bi-Darling: "God, imaging you lying in front of me in your sexy underwear turns me so on."

Pixie-Dyke: "That's exactly why I put it on for you."

Bi-Darling: "Tell me what you want me to do now."

Pixie-Dyke: "I want you to undress me slowly and cup my perky breasts into your warm hands."

Bi-Darling: "Hmm that feels nice, Pixie. Do you like it when I massage them gently?"

Pixie-Dyke: "Yeah, I do. Please don't stop."

My left hand moved under my shirt and caressed my upper body while I imagined my hand being hers.

Bi-Darling: "I want to swirl my tongue over your hardened nipples. Do you want that?

Pixie-Dyke: "Yes, please."

Bi-Darling: "I tease you with my tongue before I suck one of the tiny nubs into my mouth."

I pinched my nipple and a low moan left my throat.

Pixie-Dyke: "I love it when you suck my nipples."

Bi-Darling: "And I love sucking your perfect, rosy nipples. Does it turn you on?"

Pixie-Dyke: "Yes,"

Bi-Darling: "Are you wet?"

Pixie-Dyke: "Yes; so wet."

Bi-Darling: "Me too, Pixie, my underwear is already soaked just from thinking about sucking and licking your breasts."

Pixie-Dyke: "Did you shave your pussy for me?"

Bi-Darling: "Yeah I did. I wished you were here with me so that you could see how smooth and silky the skin on it feels now."

Pixie-Dyke: "I bet it feels amazing,"

Bi-Darling: "Yeah it does."

Pixie-Dyke: "Do you want me to run my fingers over your slit?"

Bi-Darling: "Yeah, because I want you to feel how wet you made my pussy."

The throbbing between my legs increased and I pulled my ruined thong down my slim legs.

Pixie-Dyke: "Please tell me how you want to fuck me." I begged her. Jeez, I really had no shame.

Bi-Darling: "How bad do you need it?"

Pixie-Dyke: "So bad,"

Bi-Darling: "I continue sucking on your hard nipple while my right hand starts stroking your thighs in smooth circles. Then my thumb brushes over your clit and you moan out loudly. I lie down on the bed and pull you on top of me because I want you to sit on my face when I lick your wet pussy. I hold you open with two of my fingers while the tip of my tongue gently starts exploring your slick folds. You start rocking your hips impatiently as I hold your pussy close to my mouth. God, I love how your pussy tastes, it's fucking delicious. My tongue is gently moving up and down before I suddenly increase my tempo. Lapping up all your juices makes me so horny for more. I can't hold back anymore and so I enter your tight little pussy with my tongue. You scream out in pleasure while I tongue fuck you. My mouth closes around the tiny pearl of your clit as I suck on it."

Pixie-Dyke: "Fuck yes. Please lick my clit."

Bi-Darling: "Are you rubbing your pussy right now while you're reading this?"

Pixie-Dyke: "Yes, I am. I could already cum just from reading what you wrote."

Bi-Darling: "I'm stroking myself too, Pixie but I'm afraid my own hand won't be enough for me tonight."

Pixie-Dyke: "Do you want me to come over and help you out a little?"

Bi-Darling: "I want to feel your fingers inside of me."

Pixie-Dyke: "God, my pussy is dripping wet now."

Bi-Darling: "I shove two of my fingers into your wet pussy and curl them upwards while my thumb circles over your clit."

Pixie-Dyke: "Tell me how you want to make me cum."

Bi-Darling: "I want to lick and suck your clit while I fuck you with two fingers. Every time I feel you getting close to your climax I stop moving for a few seconds. Then I feel your inner walls finally convulsing around my fingers and lap up the sweet taste of your cum greedily."

My hand moves over my wet center faster and faster and I feel the familiar tightness in my stomach that always starts my orgasm.

Bi-Darling: "Pixie, I'm so close."

Pixie-Dyke: "Me too, Darling, just keep rubbing your sweet, little pussy for me, imaging it being my hand instead of yours."

I close my eyes to enjoy the last few moments of the building release. Just now, right before I was about to cum I allowed myself to picture Bella with me. Her silver wristband felt cold on the overheated skin of my stomach while her fingers pumped into my soaking wet core. I cry out in sheer bliss while I cum harder than ever before. It takes me a few moments until manage to calm down enough to stop trembling.

Pixie-Dyke: "God, that was incredible, Darling."

Bi-Darling: "Did you cum, Pixie?"

Pixie-Dyke: "Hard,"

Bi-Darling: "Are you ready to meet my friend Mr. Dildo?"

Pixie-Dyke: "Yeah, I am. Do you want me to fuck you with it?"

Bi-Darling: "I need you to. Please shove it deep into my dripping pussy while you start fingering my clit."

Pixie-Dyke: "I move the tip of it over your slick folds, teasing you slowly. Each time I brush over the tiny pearl at the top of your entrance you moan out loudly."

Bi-Darling: "Oh Pixie, please stop torturing me. Please fuck me already."

Pixie-Dyke: "I put the head of it into your tight pussy while I kneel between your legs and stroke over the sensitive skin on the inside of your creamy thighs."

Bi-Darling: "Please, Pixie. I need more…,"

Pixie-Dyke: "I shove the dildo inside of you as deep as possible and start thrusting it in and out rhythmically while I lean down to lick up the sweet juices that are running down your folds. My tongue circles over your throbbing clit."

Bi-Darling: "Fuck, Pixie. I'm going to…,"

Pixie-Dyke: "Cum for me, Pixie, I want to taste your cum in my waiting mouth."

Bi-Darling is off-line

XOXOXOXOXOX

"For all what is holy. What the fuck are you doing here Bella?"

My cheeks flushed and I nearly stumbled over my own feet as I quickly pulled my sweats over my hips again.

"It's not how it looks like."

God, I sucked at lying.

"Do you think, I'm stupid, Bella?"

"No, Edward of cause not,"

I cleared my throat nervously before I croaked out. "It has nothing to do with you."

"Yeah, that's what you've been telling me for the last six months, Bella. Six, endless fuck-less months."

"Look Edward, I'm sorry."

"Me too, Bella and if you would talk to my cock…well, he would probably tell you he's sorry too."

"Don't be rude,"

"Bella, I'm not rude. I honestly love you, but you keep pushing me away whenever I start touching you."

"That's not true,"

"Of course it is. Jeez, Bella, open your eyes. You may still care about me but you're not in love with me anymore."

"Edward, please. Don't do that."

"Bella, can you honestly say that you were thinking about me while you fucked yourself with that dildo?"

I shook my head and put it between my trembling hands, desperately trying to fight back the burning tears. Then I swallowed hard and took a few deep breaths through my nose.

My voice was barely a whisper when I finally managed to speak out the words that I knew would end my relationship.

"I was thinking about my roommate Alice. I love her."