Summary: 8/10. Another collection of songs for Dean & Castiel! Please Review!
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or its characters *Lower lip wobbles* nor do I own the songs and lyrics used in these chapters.
Five Songs for Dean and Castiel
Part Eight
1. Crazy
Aerosmith
"It always seems you got somethin' on your mind other than me…" – Crazy (Aerosmith)
Dean did have a lot on his mind. That went with out saying, what with his brother drinking demon blood and fucking the one he was drinking it from, and the looming Apocalypse that was just waiting to kick off. His relationship with Castiel was okay…not bad, but not exactly wonderful either. It wasn't the way it used to be when they first got together. When they first got together they were all over each other, actually missing each other when they were apart, showing each other all the love in the world when together, particularly in the bedroom.
Castiel had noticed even when they were making love that Dean's mind was elsewhere, and it hurt. It hurt a lot actually. But he never complained once, because Dean had enough to worry about without Castiel's needs on top.
One night, they'd made love, and Dean was holding Castiel to his chest as they rested against the pillows of the room they shared.
"I love you." Castiel whispered, sitting up and cupping Dean's cheek before kissing him with all the love and passion he could.
"I love you too." Dean replied, kissing Castiel again, before feeling the angel snuggle into his arms.
Dean had been thinking a lot recently, and he felt that he wasn't showing Castiel the love and attention that the angel deserved, and he felt really bad. But he couldn't help it. No matter what was going on, the issues with his brother, and the Apocalypse loomed over him like a dark, ugly cloud.
"Cas…" Dean said taking a deep breath and tightening his hold on the angel, "I'm sorry for not paying as much attention to you, Baby…"
Castiel sighed and sat back up, shaking his head.
"Dean, you've had so much on your mind of late…I understand that I'm not at the top of your list of thoughts."
"Cas, that's exactly where you should be, Sam too, and Bobby. Damnit, Cas, you dragged me out of Hell," Dean protested, "You've stuck by me whereas my brother has left with that demon bitch…Fuck you deserve so much more than I'm giving you."
Castiel smiled one damn beautiful smile before kissing Dean's lips softly, straddling his waist.
"Dean, I'm happy with whatever you give me."
