Panicking never helps anyone. But it's an inevitable human emotion. Standing at Kings

Cross Station, waiting for my train. My stomach swarming with butterflies. I check my

wallet for my ticket. My fingers are shaking. It's actually quite warm but my nerves are

frosting inside. The familiar sound of the squeaky train wheels echoed through the

platform. Endless floods of people came pouring out. Some people can be extremely

inconsiderate. Pushing and forcing their way through before a gap forms. I walked onto

the train and took a seat on the upper level looking down at the carriage foyer. I looked at

my reflection in the darkened window. Scruffy..droopy..lonely. my three graces.

Resting my head on the seat I closed my eyes. And imagined a world where everything

is perfect.

Where I am perfect.