A/N: Hey guys! This is a new chapter fic im writing about the aftermath of page 511 in COFA. I hope you enjoy and please review. Did you guys see Mortal Movie yet? I did. It was alright, I give it a 7/10. If any one wants to talk about it with me PM or review about it! :D
It had been nine days.
227 hours to be exact.
And yet, it felt although it had been a decade.
So far it seemed that being without him was incredibly difficult. I'd barely come out of my room since it. I ran through the institutes doors, past Izzy, Jace and Clary. They're surprised and worried faces ran through my mind constantly. The fear on their faces. I don't remember the rest of that day. The white hot rage, the anger that took over my complete mind and body.
I woke up the next morning, with spilt knuckles, a trashed bedroom. a bottle of liquor in my hand, tear streaks on my face and a broken heart. I'd eaten nearly nothing in these past few days, and I could feel and see my ribs. I probably lost a bit of muscle tone as well, what with not eating and not working out.
I'd mostly just been laying on the floor, or in my bed or on my desk. A few days ago my father came to my room. He said maybe if I was done with the 'flaming sparkly homo' and I was 'out of my faggot phase' then I could 'get a girl and have some suitable shadowhunter children'. I punched him in the jaw.
Needless to say, I don't think my father will be speaking much for quite some time. To me or otherwise.
Suddenly, their was a knock at my door. "Alec?" a female voice spoke.
"Clary?" I said. My voice cracked, going unused for so long. "What do you want?"
She made a loud sighing noise. "Alec can I come in?"
"I'm not decent.."
"Well shower and come downstairs. Please."
Clary had a point. It had been a few days since I showered. "Kay." I grumbled. I walked to my bathroom and quickly hopped in the shower, brushing my teeth simultaneously. I started to use my body wash when the smell hit my nose. Sandalwood.
My eyes started to burn, and I quickly threw the shower gel aside, grabbing a ordinary evergreen scent. I couldn't smell like him.
I went downstairs, with wet hair and a less then sunny disposition. Everyone was gathered, sitting around having breakfast. All talking ceased when I came downstairs.
"Alec!" Jace exclaimed, very well near dropping his plate. Is it really that serious?
"Hey" I said, smiling weakly.
"Come get some food Alec, i'm sure your hungry." Izzy exclaimed.
"Did you cook it?"
Izzy laughed and hit him on the shoulder. For a second everything was back to normal. Until I remembered and the grief came back so quickly and it near crippled me. The smile on my face faded and i stumbled on his way to my seat.
Jace and Clary shared a look, and Mayrse looked concerned. An omelet was placed in front of him, just like ones he used to make after a long night. It would come with a smile and whispered words of sweet nothings.
Before I could stop them, tears started falling from my eyes. I started shaking and someone enveloped me in a hug. It was Clary, to my surprise. I was quickly full out sobbing. When it started dying down, Jace stood angrily.
"I'm going to kill that son of a bitch." he said.
Before anyone could blink, before I realized it myself, I had attacked Jace, my parabati. When the fog went away, Jace was pinned against the wall, my hands around his neck. "Don't even think about laying a finger on him." I growled.
"Alec" Jace managed to get out. "He hurt you."
Clary was screaming and Izzy and my mother where trying to pull me away from Jace.
"No."
Everyone froze. I dropped Jace.
"I hurt him."
"What do you mean?" Izzy said.
"I tried to kill him." I fell to my knees.
"You tried to kill Magn-"
"Don't say his name. I tried to kill the one person that loves me completely. I broke his him. Its only right for him to break my heart."
I got up and ran from the Institute.
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