I am Bella Swan.
The popular girl who all the boys want to be with.
The girl who gets what she wants whether its a new car or a juicy couture bag.
The girl who has been living a lie for a long time.
I have friends but none who really know me. They only know what I want them to know.
They dont know what occurs each night when I go home.
That my Father the Chief of police is not the good man he is portrayed as.
That my mother is not the caring, loving doctor that she acts like at work.
In my reality they are the enemies.
My mother an alcholic.
My father abuses me.
Yet everyone is jealous of me.
Little do they know that the gifts Irecieve from my parents are lies.
They dont care about me having the new fashions,they think that by giving me these gifts they somehow make up for the crappy life I have.
My friends think I'm clumsy, thats why I come to school with bruises, splints on my wrist, and occasionally my fore head cut open.
They are severly wrong.
They are jealous of me, maybe they should walk in my shoes for a little while, then they will have no reaon to be jealous.
The changes occured in my life when my Father beat me so severly that I had to go to Hospital.
My mother doesnt even now he beats me. She is so locked all the time she doesnt notice. I normally go to sleep with my injuries and either tend to them myself or tell her I fell and get her to look after them.
When this particularily bad beating occured My Mother was out of town at a conference. So my Father brought me to the hospital.
I was seen to fastly as my mother is the chief resident.
I was put under the care of a new doctor. Carlisle Cullen.
When he got to my room to examine me I had passed out.
When I woke up, he asked me If I happened to get into accidents frequently. It took me a while to reply as I was captured by his beauty. His hazel brown eyes were like eyes i had never seen before. I looked into them and found when I looked away I wanted to see them again and look into them forever. His face was inhumanly handsome. He was cold though. I Saw the questioning look in his eyes.
I whispered a Pathetic yes.
Then He dropped the bomb and asked me if i had been Abused.
I said no quickly which lead him to be more suspicious.
I let it go.
Then Charlie came and took me home after signing the release forms.
Little did I know that the trip to hospital had started me down a long tricky road of betrayal, loneliness and in the midst of all else Love.
