it felt so cold to hold this blad to my rist. it felt like i was holding a
cup of ice water in place on me. i never thought that i would do this.
but then it just came to me, if i kill myself now what would be the difference,
it feels like im in hell now. why not see the real thing. sonic he never loved me,
he acted like my freaind a hero in my eyes. until today when practicily took my heart and pinned it to a wall. he sat there laughing watching it bleed. he laughed at me then slapped me with heed. he kissed sally the girl who was populer.
i never thought he was interested in her. i pressed a bit harder the nife cut a little bit,
droplets of blood scattered on the floor. i was in a dark room the lights off doors locked,
just me alone in the bathroom. i tried pressing harder but couldnt find my self to do it.
litteraly why couldnt i doo it. i looked at the nife again but a gloved hand oulled out of my grasp.
i looked up and saw nothing but red eyes glaring at me, i stared at them amazed, "why are you doing this amy"? he asked soothly, i gave out a sigh then looked at my rist what was i doing. if i did this then sonic woulc probably be happy, and you know what why should i care about my shattered feeling, sonic was cruel and heartless now in my eyes.
my old self melted away, now nothing was left but a fire that burned my remaining emotian.
i was a new me, i was different. "s..shadow if i were to kill my self it wouldnt prove much,
"but then again no one would miss me" i sighed trying to take the bladde from his hand but he shoved it away. "i would miss you" shadow said in a low soft growl. i shot my gaze up at him i couldnt see anything accept his red eyes and he could probably only see my green emeralds.
i looked at the nife once more then i sighed "thank you shadow" i mubmled i reached my hand up to turn on the light swich but somthing stopped my hand. it was shadow once again, "wha-" my voice cut off from his kiss, i could feel my eyes widen. he kissed me again with a bit more force i kissed back then he broke away. he stared at me again then in a blur he dissapeared, the nife fell onto the ground making a bit of a noise but not to loud. i smiled to myself i turned on the light then looked in the mirior,
i was glad shadow stopped me he would be disapointed and i would be able to be, the new me".
but then it just came to me, if i kill myself now what would be the difference,
it feels like im in hell now. why not see the real thing. sonic he never loved me,
he acted like my freaind a hero in my eyes. until today when practicily took my heart and pinned it to a wall. he sat there laughing watching it bleed. he laughed at me then slapped me with heed. he kissed sally the girl who was populer.
i never thought he was interested in her. i pressed a bit harder the nife cut a little bit,
droplets of blood scattered on the floor. i was in a dark room the lights off doors locked,
just me alone in the bathroom. i tried pressing harder but couldnt find my self to do it.
litteraly why couldnt i doo it. i looked at the nife again but a gloved hand oulled out of my grasp.
i looked up and saw nothing but red eyes glaring at me, i stared at them amazed, "why are you doing this amy"? he asked soothly, i gave out a sigh then looked at my rist what was i doing. if i did this then sonic woulc probably be happy, and you know what why should i care about my shattered feeling, sonic was cruel and heartless now in my eyes.
my old self melted away, now nothing was left but a fire that burned my remaining emotian.
i was a new me, i was different. "s..shadow if i were to kill my self it wouldnt prove much,
"but then again no one would miss me" i sighed trying to take the bladde from his hand but he shoved it away. "i would miss you" shadow said in a low soft growl. i shot my gaze up at him i couldnt see anything accept his red eyes and he could probably only see my green emeralds.
i looked at the nife once more then i sighed "thank you shadow" i mubmled i reached my hand up to turn on the light swich but somthing stopped my hand. it was shadow once again, "wha-" my voice cut off from his kiss, i could feel my eyes widen. he kissed me again with a bit more force i kissed back then he broke away. he stared at me again then in a blur he dissapeared, the nife fell onto the ground making a bit of a noise but not to loud. i smiled to myself i turned on the light then looked in the mirior,
i was glad shadow stopped me he would be disapointed and i would be able to be, the new me".