"This evening was fun guys. Thanks but it's time for me to get home to Gen." Jared stood up from the table in our favorite bar.

"Okay. See ya" Misha smiled and waved at Jared.

"Byeee!" I let out a laugh and drank a little bit more of my whisky.

"Please be carfull. I mean it. Don't wanna go to see you tomorow at the hospital or the morg." Jared said and left me and Misha laughing like crazy.

"Want one more drink?" I leaned closer to Misha to look into his deep blue eyes.

"Why not?" He smiled and nodded.

We ordered more drinks for us and in a matter of seconds it was gone.

We laughed and enjoyed our time until the whole bottle of whisky was gone.

It made us laugh even more.

"I t-think it is time for us to head home." Misha slurred out.

I laughed one more time.

"If ya say so." I stood up and stepped closer to Misha.

We headed out together. Cold air hit us hard.

I shivered.

"It is fucking cold." I put my arms around myself.

"You forget your jacket on the set idiot." Misha started to laugh.

"It isn't funny. I will catch a cold or worse. And than you will need to stay longer on set to refilm every scene just because I will have a runny nose." I muttered out.

"Don't be so grumpy Jen, lets go."

"You always are so good with people.." I smilled at him.

"Yeah, I like helping people. Oh here we go- Taxi!" Misha stepped closer to the road.

The Taxi stopped right infront of him.

Misha turned around and looked at me.

"Come. I will take you home first." He opened the backseat door.

I stepped inside and fell on my side.

I started laughing.

Misha hit my ass playfully and sat beside me.

Misha leaned up to talk to the driver for a second before the car started moving.

He leaned closer to see if I was okay.

"Jen, you should sit up." Misha said, only a couple inches away from my face.

"But what if I don't want to?" I said, looking into his eyes.

"Then I will need to help you." Misha looked straight into my eyes.

The car suddenly stopped making Misha bump ontop of me and our lips met briefly.

I didn't understand what was hapening.

We kissed.

And we continued to kiss even after the car started to drive again.

Misha was the one who stopped the kiss and looked into my eyes.

"Are you hard beneath me?" Misha asked, leaning his head on one side as he always do when he plays Castiel.

"Am I?" I put my hand between us and felt that I was hard.

But I felt that Misha was hard too.

We started drunkly giggling.

I shivered a little from the coldness.

"Want me to make you feel warmer?" Misha asked, brushing my hair out of my eyes.

"Yes please. I feel so cold." I slurred.

I watched as Misha nodded and sat up.

He worked on opening my jeans and pulling them down to my knees. The same with boxers.

"I don't think that undressing me will make me feel warmer.." I started to say but was stopped by Misha's mouth opening around the tip of my cock.

"Oh shit." I let out as whisper when he slid all of me inside his hot mouth.

He licked and sucked and it really worked. I started to feel like all my skin where Misha touched was in fire.

One hand slid under my shirt, moving it up.

His fingers started to play with my nipples.

But his mouth. It was doing miracles.

I felt even hotter with every second.

"I'm close." I moaned in warning.

He just started to go faster and it was the end for me.

I started coming hard inside his mouth.

Misha swallowed every last drop of me.

He licked me clear and then sat up and got my boxers and jeans back in their place.

Misha licked his lips and smiled.

The Taxi stop driving before I got the chance to talk to him.

Misha opened doors and got out of car letting me out.

I got out of car but when I turned around Misha was already inside the Taxi and the doors were slammed shut.

I was left watching the car drive off.

I felt so good and in the same time so bad.

It felt like half of me didn't want Misha to drive away.

What the fuck?

I got inside my empty house and fell asleep with all my clothes on.

It's been four days sense I have last seen Jared or..Misha.

It was a little break for us.

I stepped on set a little bit earlier hoping to find Misha.

I drank my coffee and let the girls work on my Dean look.

It was almost time to start filming the new scene but I didn't see Misha anywhere.

I went and stood next to Jared.

"Hey, have you seen Misha today?" I asked him.

"Nope. He isn't in the morning filming. Just the evening ." Jared smiled and put his phone away.

"Oh..I didn't know that." I said slowly.

"Yeah, he told me yesterday at dinner." Jared shrugged, shooting me a look.

"He had dinner together with you?" I snapped out a little bit more angry then I meant to.

I don't know why but I started to feel... Jealous?

"Yeah..He was looking over the kids so Gen asked him to stay for a bit- Are you alright?" Jared asked, looking worried.

"Yeah, I uh- just hadn't seen him sense that night at the bar.." I cleared my throat and looked away.

"Did you say or do something stupid that hurt him?" Jared asked me softly.

"I don't know man. We drank more then a bottle of whisky after you left. I don't remember much." I look down at my feet.

"Oh..Maybe that's why he looked so sad yesterday." Jared let out a long breath.

"He was sad? You think that I made him sad?" I rushed out to ask, looking straight at Jared.

"I don't know. But you need to talk with him whenever you can. Fix this." Jared said before walking off.

Oh crap.

Did I hurt him somehow?

Maybe it's because of that car blowjob?

Ugh.

Filming was hard and I didn't get a chance to speak with Misha all day.

It was almost midnight when we finished filming.

I went straight to Misha's trailer.

I knocked once before going on, not waiting for a response.

Misha was taking off his dress shirt.

"Looking good." I leaned against the wall, watching Misha undress.

Misha jumped, turning around.

"You scared me." He laughed.

"Sorry." I stepped closer to Misha.

He looked inside my eyes.

Oh this never ending eye sex.

"So..About what happened in the car.."

"What about about it?" Misha keep undresing himself.

"Did I hurt your feeling with it or something?" I asked, moving closer to Misha.

"Why do you think so?" Misha was looking everwhere but at me.

"Jared said you were upset. And I wanna know if I was the reason for it." I took one more step closer.

"And if the answer is yes?" Misha finally looked into my eyes.

"Then I will make sure to make you feel better." I moved Misha down on the couch and got on my knees infront of him.

"What are you doing Jensen?" Misha asked.

I slid his boxers down and took his half hard member into my hand and starting stroking it.

"Making you feel better." I sucked his cock into my mouth, moaning as I did so.

With every suck Misha got harder and bigger inside my mouth.

Oh it felt so good.

He put his hands inside my hair and pulled.

I looked up at him and met his eyes, full of love and lust.

It made me start to suck harder.

I wanted to taste him so bad.

Misha closed his eyes and let out a long deep moan while starting to come in my mouth.

I swallowed everthing he gave me and then happily licked his cock clear just like he did with mine in the Taxi.

I sat back on my feet and looked at Misha.

He was flushed red.

So hot.

"You look so hot right now. I could fuck you over that couch." I muttered to him.

"Thank you, but maybe next time." He laughed.

I blushed hard, understanding that I said it aloud.

"Next time?" I said in a flirting tone.

"If you want.." Misha smiled at me and fixed his boxers.

"I would love that. Only if after you won't be upset with me." I gripped his hips with my hands.

"You look so sexy kneeling in front of me." Misha smirked.

"You would love to see me kneeling in front of you every morning?" I asked, looking straight into his eyes.

"Hell yes." Misha looked lost in his fantasies.

"Okay then." I stood up and gripped the back of Misha's neck in my hand and kissed him hard.

He moaned and kissed back right away.

Our kiss continued while we were left without breath.

"I will come earlier tomorow to kneel infront of you." I hit his ass playfully.

"If you say so." Misha laughed and steped back, starting to put on his clothes.

I pulled Misha into one more kiss before I left with a big grin playing on my lips.

Tomorow will be full of fun.

I came an hour early to the set. I went straight to Misha's trailer and lucky me, he was there.

"Good Morning!" I stepped inside and locked the door behind me.

"Good morning." Misha took off his red leather jacket.

"How did you sleep?" I stepped closer to Misha.

"Very good, thanks for asking. How did you sleep?" Misha turned to me.

"I slept. And had a weird dream. Can I tell you about it?" I looked into Misha's eyes.

"Of course. Do you want coffee? I can make you one." Misha sounded worried.

"Uh, yeah. Coffee would be nice. I love starting my mornings with coffee." I sat down, letting Misha make my coffee.

"So, what was your dream?" Misha gave me a hot cup full of coffee.

I took a sip.

Mmm just like I love it.

It made me smile to know that Misha knew how I liked my coffee.

"Well it was about me...And you...And we...We were doing...Things." I took a chug of my hot coffee, allowing it to burn my throat.

"What things, Jensen?" Misha sounded so worried.

"Sexual things.." I whispered into my coffee.

I felt a hot blush creep it's way to my face.

"Jensen, we alredy have done sexual thing." Masha laughed a bit.

"Not that kind of thing, Mish. We fucked. Hard. And I came just from that dream. I hadn't had any wet dreams in years." I looked at Misha's now serious face.

He put his coffee mug down.

"Did you just said that you had wet dream about me?" Misha tried so hard not to smile.

"Yeah.. I said that. Don't push me to say it again." I finished my coffee and put my mug down next to Misha's.

Misha grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me hard.

I let out a soft sound and answered to kiss.

It just felt so right.

I let one hand cup Misha's perfect ass.

That made Misha let out a soft moan.

I pushed Misha back until he was lying down on the couch.

I laid on top of him and let pur erections rub together.

We both moaned in unison.

"Shit, it really feel so right. I don't know what is happening with me." I put my forhead against Misha's.

"Jen, it's alright to feel sexualy attracted to the same sex." Misha put his hand through my hair to calm me down.

"But is it right to feel this for you when we are working together all well I'm straight." I whispered out brokenly.

"Jen, It's alright." Misha hugged me.

"I..." I shut my mouth.

What should I do? What could I do?

Leave and pretend this never happened?

Or let it go it's way?

I let out a shaky breath and let go of Misha.

I saw the sad look on Misha's face when I stood up but eyes lit up when I kneeled down infront of him.

Misha sat up with small smile playing at his lips.

"I told you that I would kneel infront of you today." I said with a small smile and started working on his jeans.

"I remember." Misha let his hand run throught my hair. "You don't need to.."

"But I want to. I love the feeling your cock inside me." I pulled down his pants and boxers.

From the soft moans Misha let out I relised what I had just said.

I wanted to explain myself but I rememberd that we don't have much time for this so insted I just started sucking Misha off.

Moans were what Misha gave me and they sounded like a music to my ears.

I let go of Misha's dick and started sucking on his balls.

Misha shivered under me and moaned louder.

He gripped my hair tighter.

"Oh...Fuck...Jen...o..OOO!" Misha rolled his hips.

Oh god, his hips.

I felt how Misha's balls got tighter.

He was close.

I sucked his cock into my mouth and swirled my tongue around his tip.

Misha let out a loud moan and came hot in my mouth.

I sucked him through the aftershock.

I sat back and looked into Misha's eyes.

"You give me the best blowjobs I've ever had. Where did you learn that?" Misha pulled me inside his lap and kissed me.

"Thanks. But actually this is only the second blowjob I have ever given to someone. You are the first person I've tried this with." I smiled. "Accually I just tried to put together everything I like when someone is giving me blowjob."

"You are awesome. It really was the best blowjob I've ever had." Misha kissed me again.

We kissed for a long moment until we heard that other had started filming.

"Go. You have the first scene alone." Misha smiled.

I kissed him one more deep time and stood up.

"I'll see you later." I smiled.

"Of course." Misha gave me a quick peck on the lips.

Today's filming was full of fun. Everyone was in such a good mood. And we filmed a lot of scenes.

I hugged Misha tightly when I found out I had a day off.

"Would you like to spend that day together with me?" I whispered into his ear.

"You asking me on a date, Ackles?" Misha looked into my eyes, smiling big.

"Yes, Collins." I wanted to kiss him right now.

"Well my answer is yes, I would love that." Misha smiled even bigger.

"Fantastic! I will pick you up around midday okay?" I couldn't mask my happiness.

"Okay. I'll be ready." Misha smiled with such a joy.

"See you tomorow." I ran to my car.

Tomorow will be amazing.

When I got home I ate some dinner and hopped into the shower.

Now it's time for sleep.

My sleep was so good.

I woke up around 8 in the morning and started to prepare food for Misha and I's lunch.

I saw myself smiling like an idiot.

When I was about to go out of my house my phone started to ring.

"Hello?" I answered without looking at the ID and locked the doors behind me.

"Hey honey! It's so good to hear from you. How are you? We haven't spoken in a week or so. I started to get worried." My moms voice said into my ear while I got into my car.

"Hey mom." I put my phone in driving mode so I could talk with my mom while driving.

"We missed you! When are you thinking about visiting?" Mom asked me.

"I don't know mom. We are filming for our new season right now so I don't get much free time. I'm so sorry. I really miss you." I felt guilty about not spending enough time with her.

"It's okay sweety. We understand." Mom said but there was sadness in her voice.

"Mom, I am really sorry. I will fly to you when I get the chance." I stopped infront of Misha's flat.

Misha just ran out of the doors.

He smile and waved for me.

I waved back and felt a smile creep it's way to my face.

I let my mom talk while I was watching Misha come up to my car.

I opened the pasanger door for him.

I pressed my finger to my lips and motioned to my phone for a moment and when he shut the door I kissed him softly.

Misha smiled and answered of kiss.

"Jensen, is that kissing I hear?" My mom's voice broke my attention from Misha and put it back to her.

"Yeah Ma, I am kinda on my way to my date. Well actually I'm taking this person out on date." I explained to my mom and started to drive back to my house.

"Oh gosh. You could have told me you were busy! I wouldn't disturb you on such important moment." My mom made me smile.

"Mom, it's okay. I really love to talk to you. And I miss you. I can't wait until I will be able to fly to you." I put my hand on a smiling Misha's thigh.

"Awh I miss you too my baby boy. Call me later to tell how your date was. I love you!" Mom said happily.

"I love you too Ma." I smiled sadly and let the line go dead.

"You really miss your parents." Misha put his hand on top of mine.

"Yeah, yeah I do. But let's not talk about my parents. It's our date." I smiled, pulling into my driveway.

"So..Are you ready?" I asked, turning to face Misha.

"I'm so ready." Misha smiled so big.

"Then let's go." I hopped off my car and opened the door for Misha.

"I cooked a little lunch for us. I will need to put the meat in the oven for a bit. I think it will take 30 minuets or so. Do 'ya want something to drink?" I started going around my kitchen, continuing to prapere food for us.

Misha sat down on the bar stool and look at me in awe.

"I could drink something." He said with a smile.

"What about red wine?" I turned around to show him a bottle of wine.

"This one is really good." Misha said, looking at the bottle.

"I know. It's my favorite one." I opened the bottle and filled our glasses.

"Thank you." Misha took a sip.

"So, where did you learn to give such amazing blowjobs?" I asked, half serious as I sat down next to Misha.

"Well, I have big expirence on giving and reciving them." Misha shrugged, taking another sip.

"You have been together with men before?" I asked with big interest.

"Yes...Does that suprise you?"

"A bit...I just didnt know about it." I drank for the glass, a big gulp.

"Does it bother you?" Misha's beautiful smile was gone.

"Of course not. Do you prefer top or bottom?" I didn't fake my interest.

"Both. I like both in the same amount. You can't imagine how good it can feels when you bottom." Misha smiled and blushed a bit.

"But you could show me." I took his hand in mine.

Misha's eyes met mine.

I leaned in closer and kissed him deeply.

I walked across the table and continued to kiss him until the oven started to beep, telling that the food is ready.

"Our food is done..I hope you will like it because I spend all my morning making it." I put everything infront of him.

"It all looks like something in some resturant." Misha looked over all the foods.

"Well..I like cooking." I sat down. "Bon apetit. Enjoy."

We both started eating.

We talked and laughed so much that we didn't see that it was getting dark outside.

"Would you like to stay for the night?" I asked looking hopefully into Misha's eyes.

"I would love that." Misha helped me clean the table.

"You dont need to help." I smiled at Misha.

"I made part of this mess so I will help clean it." Misha hit my ass playfully.

"If you want." I laughed, letting Misha help me clean up the kitchen.

I watched him put the dishes away and damn was he perfect.

His ass made my mouth watter.

I stepped closer and put my arms around Misha and started to kiss his neck.

"loved what you saw?" Misha asked, turning around and putting his hands around me.

"Hell yeah." I kissed him hard and deep.

Soon we were both left breathless and hard.

I picked him up in my arms. Misha let out a suprising noise but put his legs around my waist.

I carried him to my bedroom and we both fell onto bed together.

I looked into Misha's eyes and kissed him.

It only took a couple of minutes to get us both

I let our hard members rub together.

It made both of us moan.

I looked into Misha's blue eyes.

They were so full of love and trust.

"Will it hurt?" I whispered to him.

"Will what hurt?" Misha stopped, looking confused.

He gripped his hips to make us stop rubbing our cocks together.

"Bottoming. Will it hurt?" I whispered, knowing that my fears were heard in my wispers.

"Jen..."Misha sat up a bit and put his arms around me.

"Answer please..." I kept looking into Misha's eyes.

"The first time a bit in the start. But after you will relax and you will feel only pleasure. For some people it does not even hurt at all." Misha let his hand run throught my hair over and over again.

"It is normal to feel like this? Scared." I asked, ashamed.

"Of course. I was really scared the first time too." Misha kissed my nose.

"Okay..." I leaned to my nightstand and got out two condoms and lube.

Misha was watching me.

I laid down next to him.

"Jensen you don't need to do it. I can be bottom. As I said I like it." Misha leaned in and kissed me.

"But I want to." I whispered, feeling more calm with Misha's lips against mine.

I pulled him on top of me and keep kissing him deep and hungry..

Misha started sucking and nibbing on my neck. It was sure to leave love bite on my soft spot right behind earlobe.

He sucked a couple more love bites on my callarbones and on my hips.

That was one sexy thing to see.

Misha looked up so proud of himself and kissed my dick softly.

He sat up and smiled.

"Can you please turn around?" Misha asked in a soft and calming voice.

I turned around, resting on my arms and looked over my sholder to see Misha.

He sat between my thighs.

He let his hands travel up and down my back.

"Your hands are so soft.." I whispered to him.

I felt his hands rubbing my ass cheeks.

i felt his hot breath on my entrace.

I look back and saw Misha kissing my asshole.

Am I crazy or what, But it looked so sexy that my dick twitched from seeing it.

Misha licked around it and then he let his tonage tip slip into me.

It felt so good.

I wanted to feel more.

More than just his tip.

I put my hips backward to try get more of Mishas tongue inside of me.

Misha let out a soft laugh and keep working around my entrace with his tonage letting it go inside me a couple of times.

Everytime deeper.

I let out a loud moan.

Misha lubed up his fingers and pushed one inside me.

It felt a little weird after his tongue.

Colder.

But still pleasureable.

Misha worked one finger inside me and then put another one and another one.

He streched me open with three fingers and it felt so good.

I was a moaning mess.

Misha turned me around in one swift motion and keep working his fingers inside me.

I pulled Misha down for a sloppy kiss.

"It feels so good." I moaned inside Misha's mouth.

"I know babe, I know. And it will only get better." Misha kissed me and then sat up, removing his fingers from me.

I whined at the empty feeling.

I watched how Misha rolled on the condom and felt more exited.

He put the head of his dick against my entrace and looked into my eyes.

"Are you sure?" Misha asked in a breathless but calm voice.

"Fuck yes." I pulled him down into a messy kiss.

Misha slowly thrusted inside me.

I shut my eyes and grabbed onto Misha's back.

He was so big...

Much bigger than his fingers.

Pain shot through my body and I felt panic creep it's way up.

All my mustles get tighter with every second.

One tear slid down my cheek.

"Jensen, Jen, babe...Look at me." Misha cupped my cheeks in his hands.

I slowly opened my eyes just to see them water even more.

"Please relax. Think about the pleasure.."

"You need to relax." Misha told me agian.

His eyes calmed me down a bit.

I hugged him tightly.

Misha kissed me softly but strong.

With every second of him kissing me I started to calm down.

Misha started to slowly move and I felt only pleasure.

I let a moan escape my lips.

"There ya go...Relax baby... I will take care of you..." Misha whispered, never leaving my lips.

With every thrust I fell more and more into the pure pleasure.

I moaned louder with his every thrust.

Misha let a moan escape his mouth.

His eyes were full of love.

Love for me.

"Oh Mish! Deeper...Please go faster and deeper... I want to feel more of you... Please" I was a moaning mess again.

Misha started to thrust faster and deeper inside me, hiting that soft spot over and over again.

I was so close.

One more deep thrust and one more.

"OH MISHA!" I screamed with my release.

"AH JENSEN!" Misha screamed, coming inside of me hard.

I pulled him into messy kiss.

Misha moved through the aftershock and then slowly pulled me into a kiss before getting up and throwing away the condom.

He looked down at me and smile.

He got down and licked all my cum of my stomach.

I pulled him into a soft kiss and hugged him tight.

"That was so amazing." I said against his lips.

"You were amazing." Misha kissed me once more before sitting up.

I gripped his arm.

"What are you doing? Come back. Lets sleep. We will take a shower in the morning." I pulled Misha back next to me.

Misha smiled so big and bright hearing me say that.

It made my stomach turn around in exitment.

I cuddled against Misha, tossing a blanket over us.

I breathed in the delicious smell of Misha and closed my eyes.

"Goodnight Mish." I said with a yawn.

"Goodnight Jen." Misha smiled and kissed my head.

It only took seconds for us to fall asleep together.