Chapter 1

I lay staring down at the little redhead lieing on my chest with her arm placed acorss my tummy.....She was so beautiful was like the sun,earth and the entire universe for me...she was even more than that.
For the past couple of weeks since the love ball i havent wanted her out of my sights...Scared that this all might disapear if i let her go for one secound.I was musing over what to do today when she began to stir in her sleep.
She was waking...Good i'd missed her.
"Hey..."I smiled seeing her look back at me with a had exesive bed hair.
"Hey gorgeous,how come your up so early?"She quizzed teasing me cause i was never the first one up.
she always loves being the first one up..being able to awake me with gentle kisses and her touch all over me.
" been awake for about 5 minutes"stroking her hair out of her face.
"well im sorry you have been on your own for 5 minutes...you should have woken me up!"
"Na you just looked to peaceful to awaken,And anyway i wasnt bored" winking at her beautiful smiling face.
She lifted herself up slightly so she could give me a kiss...which even with morning breath made my heart sore.I slowly pulled her up until she was on top of me.I loved were the part of the day where i could have her all to was amazing!
"NAOMI!EMILY!BREAKFASTS READY!"i heard being yelled up the stairs from my annoying mother.
Emily pulled back slowly,flashing me a grin then giving me a quick peck on the lips before jumping of the bed and putting a t-shirt and shorts on.
I pouted..i didnt like it when she was turned back to me seeing me pout "Cmon !Then you can have me all to yourself!!"She knew exactly what i was was like magic sometimes..other times it was kind of annoying.
I groaned then crept out of bed slowly,delaying seeing my mother,she had been extra annoying ever since me and emily had told her we were together on some clothes we walked downstairs into the was sitting with her back to us,I winked at emily then crept up behind mum "BOO!"i yelled making my mum jump out of her seat.
"Dont do that!I'm a old women!I know i dont look like it but my heart wont handle this"my mum sqeuked Me and emily took our seats beside each other.I smiled at her knowing that she was hungry from the way she was looking at her plate and the way she was beaming at my mum "Thanks gina this looks amazing"emily said quickly before digging into her food.I however wasnt as hungry all i wanted right now was emily..beautiful,sweet emily.
"Whats up love?Not hungry?"Mum eyed me and my plate "no not really,just tired i geuss"
Mum nodded and continued to eat.i turned away from mum to look at emily..when i looked at her she had stopped eating and was just staring into space..a expression on her face which i couldnt was wrong.I was about to ask her what was wrong when mum decided to speak again "You finished emily love?"Emily smiled and just nodded.
"Okay well im going to go meet keiran,do you two mind cleaning up?"Mum nodded towards me and emily "Yeah sure mum we'll clean a nice time"I spoke when she was walking swiftly out of the kitchen grabbing her coat and yelling bye before she was getting up out of her seat and stacking the plates.
"You okay em?"I smiled at her.
"yeah im fine,just tired you know"
"What was that before by the way?"
"What was what?"
"I saw you staring into space...i couldnt read your face..you kinda looked troubled"
"Oh that was just thinking you know..random"She smiled at me trying to reasure me I dropped the matter and scraped the food into the the dishes over to the sink where emily was waiting to wash them.I geussed i was drying.I picked up the cloth from the side of the counter,waiting for the first was washing with that expression on her face again.I swiftly put the cloth down and grabbed her making her drop the plate in the sink and turning her to face me "right whats wrong?"i pressed wanting to find out what was bothering my girlfriend so much.
"Nothing im fine just feeling a bit tired."She attempted to reassure me a kiss on my lips.
"You would tell me if something was wrong right?"Trying to look into her eyes "Yeah of course.I always do dont i?"
I just nodded.I still had the feeling though...the feeling you get when you know somethings wrong.
She turned again washing the dish's.
"It cute you know?"She turned her face to flash me a smile "What?"I replied with a confused look on my face ".Its adorable."This make me smirk a little...emily was the only one who see's this side of me.
"Well why wouldnt i worry about you?Your everything to me"
As soon as i had finished that sentence she turned her face looking down at the plate.I was going have to find out what was for now i would let it wanting to upset her.
We finished the dishes and walked up to my room.I dropped on the bed sprawling myself across expecting emily to lie on me or beside she didnt she walked over to the desk where her phone was flicking it up and pressed a few expression slowly changed as i watched her was content before she walked over to her phone...Now it looked .Something in the text she must have been reading troubled her.
"Em who's that?"
She took a sec to type something then turned back to me with a smile "What?"
"Who was the text from?"
"Oh just one of my cousins asking how i was and gonna be in town next to know if i wanted to meet up"
"Oh one?"
"You dont know them,someone on my dads side"
she walked over to the bed with her phone in her hand placing it on the bedside and climbing in beside me curling into my was about to kiss me when her phone starting ringing loudly She groaned then grabbed her phone looking at the screen for a then answered with a pissed off voice "What?!"
I could hear yelling from the other was shouting at MY Emily!
"And so what!? Does it fucking matter!?"She yelled more and more pissed of by the secound "Just fuck off will you!"Then she chucked her phone across the room,landing in the was never like this!Something was seriously pissing her off.
I quickly grabbed her and hugged her trying to calm her down "Whats this for?"She questioned sounding very calm,all trace of annoyance gone "You werent very...Happy a secound ago is all"
"Aww it doesnt fine now"She pulled as her phone bleeped with a text.
"You gonna get that?"Nodding my head towards the pouted then got up to get the phone.
Opening it and quickly back fast.
"I Have to go"She simply said taking off my clothes and changed into hers.
"Why whats wrong?"
"Nothing just mum wants me home"
" why"Thoughts of her Jenna ran through my head...What was she going to do this time?She wasnt very accepting of me and emily.
"Dunno...Probably just wants to nag me again"She put her hair up in a bobble.i noticed she was avoiding looking me in the eye.I got off the bed as she grabbed her bag and was about to go out the door.
"What no kiss?"I i was surprised when she grabbed me and kissed me fiercly,closing her .
When she finally broke away i was a little concerned why she would have just done felt like she was saying goodbye.I hated the idea of her saying upset me more than anything "You sure your ok?"Holding her looking in her eyes " gonna miss you is all"She answered.
"I love you em.I'll miss you too"
"I love you too"
And with that she hugged me and was was the way she told me she loved me that worried her eyes i just saw pain.
She was hiding something from me.
Something that pained her.
Something that made her lie to me.
Something that could affect her life.