Chapter 1. Jeopardizing Thoughts.
The scent of their blood was making me crazy. Two weeks was much to long to go without hunting. Having all these humans around didn't help either. I sat in the Cafeteria of Forks High School with my brothers and sisters. This was just a formality as we didn't need to eat, well not human food anyway.
Edward was muttering something to Emmet about the new girl, I think her name was Isabella. I knew in my head he was monitoring my thoughts, not for himself, but for Alice who worried constantly. I tried to keep them nice, but sometimes, especially when a human got to close they went wild.
I guess sitting by the heaters was stupid on our part. A girl stopped to talk to her friend and her scent blew my way. My muscles tightened, the venom began flow in my mouth and my thoughts went wild. I pictured myself getting up from the seat next to Alice, walking over to the girl, leaning down and in as if to kiss her neck and letting my lips touch her neck, feeling how her pulse would feel…Edward kicked my chair
"Sorry" I muttered
Edward merely shrugged
Alice however always had something encouraging to say.
"You weren't gong to do anything" she muttered to me "I could see that" Sometimes Alice abused her gift using it to keep an eye on me. She, Edward and I were the ones who had these "gifts". I was able to tinker with peoples emotions; I didn't usually use my gift unless totally necessary, but sometimes I felt it irresistible to have a little fun.
Alice was still talking to me "It helps if you think of them as humans" She said "Her name is Whitney and she has a baby sister. Her mother invited Esme to a garden party last year. Do you remember?"
"I know who she is" I replied. I turned away from her. I didn't want to talk about this anymore. Alice got up and left. Unlike Rosalie and Emmet, we were a little more subdued in flaunting our relationship. I loved Alice and I could read her every mood but sometimes her encouragement was a little too much. Once I turned from her she knew the conversation had ended.
I hoped we would hunt tonight. I knew I couldn't much longer and doing anything to jeopardize my family's secret couldn't be tolerated. Maybe I would ask Edward to go with me, he had patience and I knew I would help me until I found the same strength my family had. The bell and pulled me from my thoughts, I had made up my mind. Edward and I would hunt, tonight.