This is an Ayashi No Ceresu fic, under the production of Airhead999.
Disclaimer: Listen to me and listen hard—cause I'm only gonna say this once (yeah right) I—DO—NOT—OWN—Ayashi—No—Ceres!!!!!!! Now don't rub it in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Author's Note: This is for you, Neil.
The Impossible
Aya's POV, while thinking of Yuuhi
"I never really paid that much attention to you, though the reason, I'm not sure what. Probably because all can I see was him, all I've ever known was him... He was my Toya--my joy, my love, my everything. Ever since I met him, I never looked at anyone else but him. He didn't wish for him to become a wall, keeping me from things I should be doing, but even though I always say he wasn't doing that, in reality, he was. For after all, he kept me from knowing you, hadn't he? No matter how much I denied it, no matter how hard I try to tell myself that he hadn't, he had became that barbed wire that kept me from going where I should be going. He became that shield that kept me from seeing stuff I should be seeing, including you.
"But now... He's gone. He will always stay in me, here in my heart, but... he's gone. He's dead. Forever living in the darkness of the graves of this Earth; sleeping with the fishes, taking his eternal yawn from six feet under... And no matter how I try to contradict these pure facts, truth will always be truth. No matter how painful it is.
"I grieved hard for him, crying floods of tears everyday. I couldn't believe that my only love, my darling Toya, had gone and left me here all alone. I didn't want to live anymore; I wanted to end my life then and there. And then you came along. Out of the blue you appeared, just like a seraph. Like an answered prayer, you mended my broken heart. It still hurt whenever I reminisce; but because of you, everything seemed easier to bear. The pain just wanes every time you hold me near... And when you kiss my tears away, I felt that I could move on; that this storm that I'm going through will end someday.
"You know I can't completely forget him; but past is past and will forever remain the past. I have to move on. And I will. 'Cause you showed me that you're here for me. Someday, when all the pain and suffering is through, there will be happiness; and love will be built once again. I can see my future, Yuuhi—a bright future with you. I love you ..."