Tris POV
It had been one year since I had been accepted into Dauntless, and things were going pretty well. Tobias and I were closer than ever and there was only ever one problem between us. That problem had been our only major argument and I hadn't budged on it. It was that I wanted to live on my own the first year of Dauntless. Tobias thought that I needed protection, but I told him what was going to happen to me? For that he had no answer because nobody was focused on finding Divergents anymore. Plus if I moved in with Tobias I'd have to face my fear of intimacy and that was not something that I wanted to stress on.
Knock, knock, knock. I was ripped out of my daydreaming when someone knocking on the door.
''Coming!'' I yelled
When I opened the door Tobias's huge figure was standing above me. He leaned down and and kissed me on the lips smiling.
''Why so happy?'' I asked
''Because today is the day when you move in with me!'' Tobias exclaimed
Oh crap I had totally forgotten and I wasn't packed. Then I got the jitters in my stomach because I was moving in with Tobias and surprisingly I was prepared for it and I actually wanted to.
''I totally forgot to pack Tobias, sorry''
''It's ok I'll help you''
''Thanks'' I said with a smile
He walked into my room with a serious look on his face. Where had the happy Tobias gone?
''Hey what's wrong Tobias?''
''Its just that if your not ready to move in with me yet then I don't want to force you Tris''
I was absolutely shocked by what he said. Not move in with him? That was the only thing I wanted to do right now. I just needed time to adjust and wanted time to try living on my own.
''No no no Tobias I've wanted to move in with you since the moment you offered and just wanted time to think thing through and try living on my own'' I said
That favorite crooked smile of his spread across his face and we both turned around and started packing up my things into a suitcase. It took us an hour to get everything down to his apartment and by then we were exhausted from the trips.
I collapsed on his bed and sigh right as he sat down next to me and gave me a hug. Then I gave him a kiss on the mouth and suddenly I was straddling him on the bed and leaned down and kissed him again except rougher this time and he did the same.
He started to explore me with his hands and I moaned against his mouth. I managed to remove his shirt when he stopped me and sat up and took me off of him and placed me on the bed next to him.
''Tris you know that's not the reason I wanted you to come live with me'' he said sternly
''Why then?'' I asked hurt
''Because I want to wake up every morning with you next to me whether the night before was intimate or not, I don't want to push you to do something you don't want to.'' Tobias aid looking me in the eyes
Suddenly I let out a laugh which make Tobias raise his eyebrows.
''So you don't think I want to because of my fear''
''well-''
''Tobias I'm over that fear that why I really wanted a year alone, it was to think about how ridiculous it was and get over it''
''Your really over it?''
''yeah''
''Promise'' he said looking me in the eye
''Promise'' I said looking right make
He smirked and leaned in but I leaned back out of reach and smirked too.
''Not tonight four, you ruined it'' I said with a laugh and a devilish smirk on my face
Tobias sigh and fell back on the bed and I went to go get dressed for Christina's party that I had promised to go to earlier today.