I love you but you never knew

Hey Alfred

It's me Arthur

I know this is a bit late in saying this and will hate me even more for not turning up at your wedding. Heck I was shocked for you even inviting me to the wedding after how I acted and what I said to you that day, but hay at least I can say sorry now for then and now I'm sorry for this letter running the night that should be the best for you.

Alfred I'm happy for you I really am even if it pains me to see you with another. Within this letter you will be able to tell my feelings that I have develop over the years, I love you Alfred I really do you were the first person to be my friend when everyone else just left me alone.

You protected me from the bullies at school from my family and most importantly myself. You saved me more than I can count and for that I'm truly grateful, but with the protection that you gave you also hurt me badly.

When you told me you liked someone I was hurt and in so much pain from the fact that I LOVED you and you could not see. We seemed to grow apart in yr 9 you turned from being my hero to the villain when you started dating him, with each day passing the rift just grew and grew and with that so did the pain.

But what hurt me the most is when you shouted at me for being me. You became the villain to me instead of a hero, you said you hated me and wished you never knew me these words killed me inside you left me in the darkness.

Even though I know I said some hurtful words to you.

But I found hope and light with someone who helped me.

They became my hero and stayed with me after we finished school and went our separate ways we still were friends and keep contact. We had out shear of arguments but we got through stayed with each other, now I'm dating this person that I know loves me and supports me.

So I want to say I loved you Alfred with all my heart but now I have given my heart to someone true.

When you read this I will not be in this country I'll be in sunny Spain. With someone who holds me true.

From

Yours

Truly

Arthur

P.S Congratulations on the wedding