Hillo all, this is my first go at fanfiction, so don't hate me if it's terrible! XD This is in Bo's perspective and is rated M for later chapters and language. There are probably errors all through this but I try :) Just read and enjoy, any feedback is greatly appreciated!

Disclaimer: I do not own Lost Girl or the characters, because if I did valkubus wouldn't be in my brain, it'd be a reality!

Chap. 1

Dyson found me soon after I left the Death Train; I learned that Tamsin killed herself and almost Dyson trying to kill the Wanderer. She gave her life for me, I told her to fight and she did... Until her last breath... Tamsin went through rebirth which is unique for Valkyries, and now she is on her last life and all I can think about is her return. She left to find herself after her rebirth and having Kenzi raise her. Needless to say Kenzi was heartbroken when she got Lil' T's note, but she handled it like the trooper she is knowing that Tamsin would return soon. She had just gotten her wings after Massimo threatened my life.

Kenzi and I worked odd cases now and again but we were both just trying to get our minds off the blonde who was normally unfeeling but had somehow turned a new leaf in her rebirth and wiggled her stubborn way into mine and my besite's heart. 'That's what love feels like…' Tamsin's words play over and over in my head. Can the stubborn, cold Valkyrie really care for me? I thought it was impossible considering her years of bloodshed, death, and seemingly the inability to care for another life form. My head couldn't really wrap around the thought of the blonde could love me; it was just wishful thinking I mused. My Succubus nature allowed me to read auras, but the more I thought about it the more I realized I couldn't see the blonde's at all. It was curious to me, was she hiding it, or could I really just not read her?

I tried to rein in my thoughts as Kenzi and I walked into the Dal Riata. We were immediately greeted by Trick, my grandfather and mysterious and hidden Blood King; Dyson, the loyal Wolf and Trick's right hand man; Hale, the Siren whom Kenzi was quite taken with as of late. Then there was Lauren, the human doctor who used to be my girlfriend, after everything with the Wanderer we figured it would be best to put our feelings aside while we try to figure everything out and then maybe try to be something more than friends; although my thoughts were consumed by another and I thought the chances were low we would. There was something off about this evening, though I could not put my finger on it, it felt different, but not necessarily bad. We sat down at the bar and Trick passed us beers.

"How are my lovely granddaughters this evening?" Trick asked referring to Kenzi and I as he had thought of her as family for quite some time now, maybe even since he first met her.

"We're doin' just awesome Gramps!" Kenzi replied excitedly.

"Just taking cases when we can find them. Have you heard anything?" I asked softer obviously referring to the missing Valkyrie.

"No, Bo, I'm so sorry, no one has seen or heard from Tamsin in weeks.." Trick answered, seemingly upset because he couldn't help his only granddaughter find her Scandinavian warrior.

"We'll find her BoBo, she's just gotta get her head on straight before coming back to the circle of awesomeness that is us!"

"Maybe you're right Kenz, I'm just so worried about her…" I sent Trick and Kenzi a knowing and longing glance, they both knew I couldn't get the Valkyrie off my mind and how I realized how much I had grown fond of the blonde, especially after Brazenwood and her rebirth. How much I realized that I loved her. Love. I wouldn't admit it to them, but I knew the word held nothing but truth for my aching heart longed for a certain blonde, but not the one I was sitting next to. Not the one who had previously owned my heart, but a new, fearless, one, a one with vibrant green eyes that could pierce through my soul.

I was ripped from my thoughts by a hand on my shoulder, Kenzi had obviously been trying to pull me from my thoughts for a while by the look in her eyes, it was apparent she was worried, and was already saying something when I turned to her, "BoBo, you okay?"

"Yeah, Kenz, I'm fine, really." I said with a feigned smile, "what's up?"

"I was just telling you about my cousin's friend, uhh… He needs us to look into something for him. It's pretty important so we should go like right now!" Kenzi replied throwing on her jacket and a small conspiratory look to Trick who in return gave a slight nod. I complied with my energetic and we left the Dal, not paying any heed to the look of mischief on my non-related sister's face since it was usually there all the time.