Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto… Even though I wish I did… I want Naru-kun and Kakashi-kun… and to kill off Sasuke-teme and Sakura-teme….
Small warning: Will have references to anorexia and bulimia… self-mutilation… and it's going to have some lemons later on… so stop reading from here if you don't like.
Pairings: None as of yet
Chapter 1: Why?
Why is it that everyone denies that they want to be alone. It's so damned ironic. I mean… I… a demon admit that I don't want to be alone. But, here I am alone, alone in this trashed house. Villagers had come last night before I had gotten back from a mission and completely trashed my little apartment. My sanctuary is now completely destroyed. And I, Uzumaki Naruto… am tired. Tired of their hate, the pain they cause, the glares, the putdowns, and of me. Tired of making myself put on the damned façade, the one that no one seems to see pass or the one that no one even bothers to even try to look pass. So here I am deciding to either leave or continue to die slowly in this village I once wanted to be Hokage for. To show the villagers, that I could have controlled the demon that the fourth had put inside me.
The place where I had had my special people, the same people who wrote me off when they found out about my ex-resident fur-ball. The fur-ball that had been absorbed into my body three years ago and had designated me his heir before he left this world. I'm 17 years old and I think it is my time to leave these people behind and start a new path. A path in which I can be my own self and live up to my father's legacy… to Kyuubi no Kitsune's legacy.
And here I am, on top of the monuments of the Hokages past to present… deciding on which way to go. Southern exit or Northern exit… or maybe even the Western exit. Yeah, the northern exit… straight to Orochimaru and becoming a Sasuke clone. Thanks but no thanks… Speaking of the Uchiha bastard… it has been awhile since I've seen him. I brought him back when I was given the mission. Everyone blames me for his "running away." Of course it was my fault, I'm the demon of Konoha. So… which exit… so many options I swear… Whatever I'll go south… that's uncharted and I'll blend in… I hope.
My appearance has changed a lot. Surprisingly no one notices. Not even Iruka-sensei. I grew from 5'2" to around 6'3" and weigh only 143 pounds. All muscle no fat… the fat part can't be helped when I stopped eating awhile back. My hair now has a red-ish black tint to it because of Kyuubi. I keep my hair underneath a black bandana to keep people from jumping to conclusions and giving them a reason to kill me. I wear mainly black, midnight blue, and silver now. Mostly black pants, a midnight blue shirt with a black fishnet shirt underneath, and a silver dog collar, of course with my Jounin vest over it all. After Sasuke came back I was promoted to Chunnin… about three months ago I passed the Jounin exam. Since then I have been doing little missions everyday or week to keep me away from the glares and the silence from my supposed "friends." I start heading towards the southern gates I see two ANBU sleeping on their jobs at the gate.
'Pathetic and people say I'm lazy.'
All I have to do is walk through and I'm free. I start running towards the forest that surrounds the southern border of Konoha.
-Thud-
Shit… what the hell is Kakashi doing here!
"Naruto-kun… where are you going?" he asked seriously for once.
"Away…" I say quietly.
"Why?" He asks and I could see the confusion pass through the one eye that is visible.
"Why? Why… HAH!" I venomously threw back at him, "Your more of a moron than I am Kakashi… And THAT is saying something."
To be Continued…Chris- Wow am I depressed or what… or just good at making things depressed.
Naruto- Going with the later… -pokes Chris-
Kakashi- -Pokes Chris as well-… you made me sound like a jerk… -Hugs Naruto tightly-… I love this little bishy!
Naruto- Can…'t …. Brea…the….
Chris- Now where's a camera when you need it.