As I stand there in my owl shirt and plaid skirt singing my heart out to the one boy that makes my heart melt, I just want to cry. I hurt him. Again. I feel like such a bad Jew. Haha he would have said that. Everyone thinks I am singing to Jesse but there so wrong. I am totally and completely in love with Noah Puckerman but he probably doesn't feel that way. Especially now that I screwed up royally. Jesse is the last to leave but I can't seem to care. All I want to do is go up to my best friend and tell him I'm so sorry. I abused his friendship so "I could get Finn back". Whatever. That's what people want to think. I really want Noah back. I know we only went out for a week but I can still smell his wood husky sent. I don't know what else to do so I slide down the wall and cry. I don't know how long I am there but I hear the last bell for the day. I grab all my stuff and rush out of the school before anyone could care. What I don't notice is the person waiting at my car. Ugh why is he here. Can't he just leave me alone. "Hello Jesse". "Hey Rach I just came to tell you that we're over and do this". At that moment my whole face is covered in slushy and egg yoke. Then he turns around and leaves me to cry alone. Before anyone sees, I rush to the girls bathroom that's always deserted after the last bell and clean myself off. The mixture of the cold burning sensation in my eyes and the guilt of all those poor baby chickens come at me all at once. I can't breath, I feel like I am trapped inside a box and no matter how hard I try all I can do is scream. I close my eyes and I see Noah's face and how sad and betrayed he looked today just made me sob harder. I didn't realize someone was behind me till it was to late to try to run. Noah came up behind me and picked me up in a hug. "Rach talk to me please..I saw what he did and followed you so please I'm here tell me what's wrong". I was so surprised that he actually wanted to help me. I mean I just broke his trust and he's back here. I turn around he and barry my head into his chest. His smell always seemed to calm me. I don't know how long we stood there just holding on to each other but I do know I never wanted it to end. When I finally calmed down enough to talk I told Noah what happened. Of course he wanted to go hurt Jesse but I wouldn't let him. I wouldn't let him go this time! So before he got a chance to leave I kissed him! At first he was shocked and he wasn't responding, but I had to try to convey what I was feeling because words were not going to work. I was surprised when he started kissing back... It was like all the love and passion we had been hiding from each other was exploding in our faces! I was lifted up into strong arms and then sat down on the sink counter never once breaking the kiss! Finally when we both couldn't breath anymore we pulled apart. I rested my forehead against his and we both just stared at each other. We both new each other so well that we didn't need any words to know that we both felt the same way. Finally I broke the silence. "I'm so sorry Noah. I didn't mean to hurt you!". "I know Rachie, I forgive you! But can I ask you something". "Sure Noah what's up". "Rachel Barbra Berry will you please be my girlfriend again?" "Of course Noah! I would love to be your girlfriend again!" No more words were said after that! We both new that we would be ok in the end! Even if some things were not yet forgiven we both really wanted this! As long as we are together "Anything can Happen"!
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