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Remus

Every year, there was a Halloween party for third to seventh year students, at Hogwarts. Sirius, James and peter had dragged me to each one so far, that we could attend. Now we were in fifth year, this was the third one we'd be going to. I hated Halloween. Had ever since I was five. But no one knew that and no one knew why – apart from my family. And I was going to keep it that way.

"Come on, Moony, hurry up!" James said, impatiently.

"Ok, fine!" I sighed, stepping out from the curtains surrounding my bed.

I was wearing just a plain t-shirt, jeans and my trainers. Simple.

"No!" my three friends yelled.

"But..." I started.

"No! Change!"

Gathering that I wouldn't win, I sighed and locked myself in the bathroom to make some adjustments. I grabbed the middle of the neck line of my tight-ish white t-shirt and pulled, stretching it, showing my chest. I ripped my t-shirt at the bottom, but not so it was in two halves, revealing more of my scarred skin. I used my wand to make giant holes in the knees of my jeans and ripping them at the sides, as well as shredding parts of them. Next, I used my wand to make it look like blood was oozing from my scars, and running from my mouth and neck, and making it knot parts of my hair together; as well as using it to give me a fake skull earring on my left earlobe, several fake studs to trail up the curve of my ear and a fake lip piercing – they looked real though. I unlocked the bathroom door, walking over to my trunk. When I reached it and it was open, I pulled out the leather jacket I had bought that summer and placed my wand in the inside left pocket – I cast a spell on that pocket so I could place my wand there, and it would only come out if I took it out and it wouldn't break no matter what happened –, as well as pulling out a loose, black leather dog collar with a chain attached. I slipped the collar over my head and tucked the broken end of the chain through the front right belt loop of my – now I realised – tight black jeans.

"Before you say anything, don't ask." I said, gesturing to myself, before looking up at the guys. "Is this better?"

"Yes." Sirius breathed.

"Moony, when did you get the piercings?" James asked, shocked.

"They're fake, Prongs. Magically put them all on just now." I told him. "I have never nor will I ever get piercings. The blood is also fake. My clothes I can fix later. I'm only doing this because you guys are making me."

"You look brilliant." Peter grinned.

"Pete's right mate." James agreed. "And later, or tomorrow, you need to tell us why the fuck you have a dog collar on a broker chain, and when you got a leather jacket!"

Ah yes, the perks of it being Saturday on November first. At least I would be able to hide from the people that saw me wearing this tonight. Merlin, I couldn't believe I was doing this!

The party was always in the Great Hall. When we arrived, many people were already in there, dancing and talking. A few people near the door turned as we walked in, looking at the costumes and who we were. James was dressed as a footballer; Peter had gotten Lily to make him translucent so he could be a ghost, and Sirius was dressed as James Bond. Then there was me. Everyone knew it was me. There was no way to hide it. I stuffed my hands in my jean pockets, moving my jacket out of the way slightly and causing the chain to jangle. That just so happened to happen when a song finished, and the hall was rather quite, causing everyone to look towards the door at us. Luckily, the next song started, and many people got back to dancing and talking, while the four of us walked...somewhere. I didn't get enough time to know where we were headed, because before I knew it, a group of girls in our year – girls I recognised as Gryffindors, Hufflepuffs and Ravenclaws – had gathered around us, making it impossible to walk away.

"Wow, you look dead sexy." a Ravenclaw told me.

Her friends – the other girls – agreed, touching the chain, my jacket or my chest.

"You think this is sexy?!" I asked, disgusted, backing away from them so they couldn't touch me anymore. "I'm sorry, I don't mean to be rude but, how on God's green Earth is this sexy?!"

This probably sounded mean, but were they insane?! Would they call it 'sexy' or 'handsome' or 'cute' if they saw me after me transformations or when I was first changed into a werewolf?! No, I'm pretty sure they wouldn't, you know why?! Because it's not!

"Sorry about him, he's just not used to compliments from such beautiful ladies." James grinned.

They awed. No. No, no, no, no. Did I mention no! No aw-ing! Absolutely no aw-ing!

"So, want to dance?" another girl asked.

"No thanks. Don't dance." I replied.

"Want to talk." asked another.

"I'm socially awkward, so, no."

"Wanna make out?" asked another.

"I'm gay."

Shit! That was not supposed to happen. I had only told Sirius, Lily, James and Peter – in that order – out of the people at Hogwarts. I mean, who else was I supposed to tell?! No one else would care!

"Fuck my life." I muttered.

"You're gay?" they asked, quietly.

"Hey, who wants dance?" James grinned.

Thank Merlin for James Potter! Wow, never thought I'd ever say that. Though, even while trying to get the affection of one Lily Evans, James was such a flirt! At least he got the attention off of me, so I could manage to slip away.

After a while of trying to escape from students, I was finally sitting at the side of the hall, on one of the benches. I was alright keeping to myself; at least no one bothered me. I just kept my head down.

"Remus!" a voice yelled over the music.

Looking up, I saw Lily running towards me, wearing a devils costume. I smiled as she came closer and collapsed next to me. I sat up straighter, hands on my knees. I was fine as long as Lily was there. As long as Lily was there, I could keep my head up.

"Ok, you may not like to hear this, but that costume is quite cool." Lily told me.

"Not really." I muttered, with a sigh.

"What's so bad about it?"

"Based it on the night I became a...you know. Scariest thing I could think of."

Lily said nothing, but put she put her hand on one of mine, giving me an apologetic smile. It was then we heard a strange high pitched noise, and looking in the direction it came from, saw both Sirius and James crowded from all sides with girls. James looked up at that point winking at Lily before turning back to the crowd.

"Eugh, what a slime ball." Lily scoffed.

"He's not that bad, Lily." I sighed. "James is actually an alright guy. I mean, just a moment ago, he practically saved me from a group of girls, after I told them I was gay. He just uses the flirting and stuff as a defence mechanism, you know. He doesn't want you to see just how much it hurts him every time you turn him down."

Lily looked away from James and to me, before glancing back at him.

"Really?" she asked in a small voice.

"Really. I've known and been friends with him for just four years. For the whole of these four years, he has found so many ways to describe your eyes it is unbelievable. And not just your eyes, but you as a whole too!" I smiled. "James has driven us crazy, bringing you up at every moment he can. He doesn't just fancy you, or want you two to be a onetime thing. The boy is in love with you!"

Lily's face went the same colour as her dress. She bit her lip, forcing herself not to grin manically – she was failing badly. It was easy to tell that Lily liked James the same way, even if she had never told me. Honestly, thinking that her best guy friend, who just happened to be gay, didn't notice that she liked his mate was just silly.

"Give him a chance. I know you want to." I told her. "If it goes wrong, you can blame me."

"Well Remus, I think I might just take you up on that." Lily grinned. "Now, if you'll excuse me, this little devil has a footballer to corrupt."

I laughed as Lily got up; gliding over to where James and Sirius were surrounded by girls. She pushed her way through the group and upon reaching James, stuck her tongue in his mouth before he could fuck everything up. I grinned as I saw the shock on James' face, as well as the light blush that had spread quickly. Lily whispered in his ear, but from the way James looked at me, I knew she had told him what I had said.

"I owe you, big time." James mouthed to me.

"No problem." I mouthed back.

I looked back down to the floor, still grinning to myself.

I was alone for another two minutes before someone tapped me on my shoulder. I looked to my right, but no one was there. Glancing to my left, I practically had a heart attack. I screamed – luckily no one heard me over the music – and fell onto the floor, as I came face to face with someone wearing a wolf mask. My heart was beating so fast, it was like it was beating. I was frozen where I was, not able to move, as I stared at the person. They took the mask off, and I saw it was a seventh year. He didn't look as amused as he probably thought he would be, but concerned.

"You alright?" he asked. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you that much."

My eyes were wide and I started shaking. Some people around us had stopped what they were doing and had started watching what was going on. Wondering why I seemed so shaken. Lily, James, Sirius and Peter were four of those people. Before anyone could say anything or do anything, I scrambled to my feet and ran – practically flew – out of the great hall and outside. I didn't want anyone to find out that I hated or why I hated Halloween.

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