How can it end up this way? I'm stuck, trapped, and can't find a way out. Will I ever find something to at least guide me to my parents? Maybe this isn't real. Maybe they really are gone for good. No. I have to at least try. But I can't get my hopes up. Damn it! I can't…I don't know anymore. My mind, it…it keeps playing around, giving me false or at least thoughts that probably can't be true in reality. Should I do everything I can to find them or just leave this alone?