Everybody, so this is my first ever fan fiction so please be nice about it. I hope you all enjoy and this may be a sad one but it's going to be pretty good. thank you and read it to enjoy it.

Fairy Tail doesn't belong to me. Fairy Tail belongs to Hiro Mashima.

Lucy's Depression

Lucy's POV

It has now been 3 months since Lisanna's miraculous return from Edolas. Everyone but Levy, Gajeel, Gray, Juvia, Pantherlily, Carla, and Wendy have been ignoring me. Natsu and I haven't spoke to each other that entire time. I have gone into a state of depression, cutting my wrist from time to time to take away the pain of loneliness. All the people who don't ignore me don't know about it because I have started to wear more long sleeves and jackets. They see the pain in my eyes and always try to cheer me up, but the only person who could do that is the person who I have grown to love since our first mission together.

Natsu.

As I was about to open the large wooden doors to the guild hall, I pulled back my sleeves and looked down at my wrist. There were seven large gashes along them, ones I had just made the night before. Under them were tons of scars from all the other times. I began doing it about a month after Lisanna's return. I don't blame her at all for all of this, though. I already know for a fact that I was just a replacement for Lisanna. She told me herself, a month ago. She also said to me that Natsu will never love me, but I can't stop the feelings for him. I stared at the gashes and scars intently, not noticing my best friend, Levy, sneaking up behind me. I began to cry silently to myself when all of a sudden….

" What you looking at, Lu- Chan?" Asked Levy questionably.

I quickly pulled back up my sleeves and wiped my tears before turning around with a barely audible " N-Nothing…."

" Lu- Chan, I know you're hiding something from me. I can tell by your eyes. So show me what it is before I have to pin you down and forcefully make you show me." Levy replied with a serious tone.

As I slowly began pulling down my sleeves, I saw her eyes quickly widen with horror with every gash that was shown.

" L-Lucy…. Why?" She asked with a saddened tone of voice as I pulled back down my sleeves.

I opened my mouth to answer, but no words came out. I began to tear up, salty tears streaming down my face with every painful beat of my heart. Levy slowly wrapped me up into a hug and said " Why don't you head back to your apartment, okay? I will come over in a couple of hours and we can have a slumber party. Just us, and we can watch movies and eat junk food all night long, okay?" I slightly nodded my head and headed back down the road to my apartment.

Levy's POV

'I can't believe it! How did I not notice the signs before.' I thought to myself as I opened the guild doors and walked over to the table where Gajeel, Gray, Juvia, Pantherlily, Carla, Wendy, Lucy, and I always sat. I stared down at the table, not noticing the stares they all gave me.

" What's wrong, pip- squeak?" Gajeel asked.

" It's about Lucy. I was walking to the guild when I saw Lucy standing at the door, about to go in, when she stopped. I decided to sneak up on her, until I asked her what she was looking at. She told me it was nothing, but I could tell by the way her eyes never met mine, so I told her to show me. She pulled back her sleeves and…." I sniffled back a tear and continued. " There were seven large gashes along her wrist, with tons of scars underneath. She's been cutting herself." I looked up to faces of horror mixed with sadness.

What I did not notice was the certain pink- haired dragon slayer listening in with his sensitive ears, eyes widening with horror.

Natsu's POV

'Oh... My... Mavis! Am I hearing this right?! Lucy's been cutting herself! This is all my fault. If only I had noticed the signs, and I scented the blood, but I told no one. I have to go and talk to her. I mean, I love her, so how come I didn't watch over her or keep her from doing this?! If only Lisanna wasn't so clingy and let me talk to her, but she always said to me " Lucy's fine. She needs some time alone." But instead she got so lonely and depressed that she started to self- harm. I need to get away from Lisanna and talk to her. She is probably at her apartment.' Natsu thought to himself as he satat the table next to Levy's. He stood up and walked to the door, telling the guild he forgot something at his house and told Happy to stay. Once he heard the slam of the large guild doors, he sprinted to the place he knew she would be: her apartment.

5 Minutes Later

When I arrived outside of Lucy's apartment, I looked up to her windowsill. I jumped up and grabbed onto the ledge and pulled myself up. Good thing I have been doing extra pull ups. I silently opened the window and immediately heard sobbing coming from inside the bathroom. I stepped down from the from the window and looked over to her desk. There was a letter on the desk with her seal on the flap. I removed the seal and opened the flap and began to read the letter, eyes widening with horror as I read the words. The letter said:

Dear whoever reads this,

I cannot take the pain anymore! After Levy found out about my self- harming issue, I felt so guilty. Levy, Gajeel, Gray, Juvia, Wendy, Carla, and Pantherlily have all been working their hardest to cheer me up, but I already knew that the only person that was able to get me over my depression would be Natsu. But when Lisanna told me that I was only a replacement for her and that Natsu will never love me, I broke down. I began to cut myself deeper and more often. I so sorry to the guild for being weak and to mom for not listening to her when she told me to live a long and happy life. I will see you soon, Mom. I love the guild with all my heart, even if they broke mine down into little shards of nothingness. Natsu, I hope you're happy and you live a long life with Lisanna. You were my first and only love and my best friend. I will miss you all and cherish the memories I've had with the guild while in heaven. Goodbye.

Sincerely,

Lucy Heartfilia of Fairy Tail

As I read the last line of the letter, I began to hear the sobs become more and more faint. I rushed to the door and tried to open it, but it was locked. " Fire Dragon Iron Fist!" I screamed as I punched down the door and walked into the bathroom. I saw as I looked down at the floor to Lucy, who had a look of disbelief on her face, with tears streaming down her face. I looked at the situation. Lucy had a knife up against her chest, tip right between her breast. I quickly walked up to her and sat down. " Why Lucy?" I had my head down, covering my eyes, which had tears streaming down. She didn't answer. I looked up and yelled " Why! Why didn't you tell me! I could have helped you! Don't leave me! I love you!" Her eyes widened with shock and the tears abruptly stopped. She dropped the knife, which I quickly took and hid behind myself so she couldn't try it again. " You're just saying that. Lisanna already told me that you love her, not me. Now give me back my knife so I can leave this world." She replied looking down at her wrist. " No." I replied as I took her into my arms and held her as tight as I could. I lifted her head up to look at me, and brought down my lips against hers. At first, she was shocked, but I could feel as she quickly relaxed against my warm lips. We split apart after a minute to catch my breath, and said in a serious tone " Don't you ever try to do that to yourself EVER again. I love you too much to let you die." She leaned against me and began to sob.

" I never will again. I love you". She said into my chest.

" I love you, too." I said as we fell asleep on the bathroom floor.

Okay! So that was my first fanfic ever! I hope you all enjoyed and comment down below for some new ideas for other fanfics!

Random Question:

If you live in Fairy Tail, who would you date?

My answer: Natsu (Duh!)

See ya!