Hi guys this is the sequel it takes place when they only have the twins at the moment, so i hope you guys like it there's going to be some drama and emotions in this. Feel free to read my other stories, i don't own Harry Potter Just my Oc's.

Chapter 1

Severus walked aimlessly in the empty house, it felt so quiet and gloomy. He stopped at the room where his children were...his two little boys. It was empty with no sign that it had been used in a while, the crib was cleaned not a single wrinkle sheet, the floor spotless and toys were in the toychest, . His heart felt hollow and empty without her and his kids. He didn't know what else to do he was never good at these types of situations. He needed her to function...without her he can't..he didn't know how he could live without her now.

He walked toward the library where more memories happened, to them caressing and cuddling, to serving tea and helping him with his research to them being intimate..this was the same room where they made their little angels. But then there's that...that painful memory of seeing her hurt..he never wanted to see her hurt and that he was the one that caused it. He caused her to fall into tears it pained him so much.

He needed something to numb the pain...usually she would be here with him so that he wouldn't need anything else, she was always there to calm his panic attacks...his nightmares from the war but she isn't here because of what had happened. He felt like such an fool for not telling her in the first place, in any marriage they should never be any secrets..yet he broke that rule. Every night since she left he couldn't sleep, he was used to her warmth, her caresses especially when it ended up being intimate. He sought out something to help him sleep which ended up being in the bottom of the bottle, He made sure to never see his kids with the smell of alcohol on him or any sign that he drank any, if he ever did show any sign that he was drinking he was afraid that Rose would forbid him from seeing them. He needed to see them and her to know that she's doing alright, after every visit he made sure to give her money for the kids enough for anything she needed while staying with the Weasley's

He leaned back at the armchair pouring another glass of Firewhiskey. The memory of what happened came by even worse.

There in the house a redheaded woman held her infant son in her arms, placing him in the stroller with his brother sleeping. She gently caressed them her eyes softened seeing them.

"Rose...please-"

"No, you kept this from me without telling me in the first place."

"But Rose i know i should've told you-"

" You had months! Months Severus! before the twins were born...yet even after that you didn't tell me."

" Rose wait..what are you doing?"

" I'm leaving, and i'm taking the kids."

"Rose no please...don't do this-"

The young mother stared at her husband, a tear rolled down her cheek, she quickly wiped them but a few more escaped.

"You really hurt me Severus...not because of not telling me of my mother but..you weren't being honest of where you've been going or what you were doing."

"Rose we can talk..don't leave."

"I'm staying at the Weasley's..if you want to see the boys you can, you're their father." She said " I can't stop you from seeing them."

She stared at him as he tried to caress her but she shrugged back, rejecting his touch.

"I trusted you..i trusted you with all my heart.."She said quietly

"Don't go...don't go Love.." He begged

"I just need time..time to think." She said quietly

Severus collapsed on his knees and held his head at the memory...he never wanted to hear those words...time to think...it was as if she was doubting this marriage...doubting him..he wanted her to feel safe and love.

When she left she still wore the wedding ring...would she still be wearing it? Or did she took it off when she left? Ever since she left he never strayed from her he was always faithful...if the time that she was gone somehow found another man...NO! He can't handle another man touching her. Just the thought of it made him sick. Even if she had eyes on another man she wouldn't do anything since she always respected their vows. He just didn't trust any man near her, even after having twins she still looked so lovely...Her long red hair and beautiful green eyes...

He gripped the glass, he missed her...missed her so much. He remembered the last time they were intimate towards eachother..after she had the twins. Just that day was that changed everything, he never meant to hurt her. He downed the glass and poured himself another and another until the bottle was empty that he picked out another trying to forget his sorrows but the memories kept haunting him. The one memory he had replaying in his mind is always Bittersweet...

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