I text a postcard, sent to you

Did it go through?

Sending all my love to you

Goodbye. Bella, wherever you are, I love you. I wish with all my heart you could hear this. Maybe you can. But I can't go on, not without you.

You are the moonlight of my life, every night

Giving all my love to you

You were like the moon in my eternal night. You filled the sky, and shone down on me. With you, I saw everything for what it was. But there were shadows. And I'm in one. But I give all my love to you. You can have it all.

My beating heart belongs to you

I walked for miles till I found you

When I saw you, my heart nearly came back to life. But you deserved so much better than me. Yet I'm so selfish that I can't bring myself to regret staying all that time. Not now you're gone. I was wandering before I saw you, I didn't belong anywhere. Now I know where I belong.

I'm here to honour you

If I lose everything in the fire

I'm sending all my love to you

I'm here to honour your death Bella. A life for a life. It seems fair. Although, mine's hardly a life. An existence, is more fitting. And I'll lose everything as I burn. But it will be a relief. I'll have nothing tying me here anymore. No excuse to stay. And by then I t will be too late to change my mind. So as the fire licks my skin, I'll send all my love to you.

For every breath I'm worth

Here on Earth

I'm sending all my love to you

So if you dare to second guess

You can rest assured

That all my love's for you

For every pointless breath I take, all my love's for you. I would've deserved it if you'd found someone else, and fallen in love with them. Infact, I would have preferred it. You'd be alive. And I'd always have been there, waiting, watching. Maybe you would have gotten married, had children, and died a natural death, happy. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have left. I killed you. So now I'm going to kill myself.

My beating heart belongs to you

I walked for miles till I found you

I'm here to honour you

If I lose everything in the fire

Did I ever make it through?

As I walk to my death now, I swear I can hear you, calling my name from heaven. Calling me to you. And I would walk to the ends of the earth and beyond if it would bring you back. But it wont. I have to do much more to get you back. I think of the fire I will burn in, think of the pain. I deserve it all, and I will be with you again. I brace myself, and step forward. It's very quick, and then you are in my arms one again.