I should be working. I have a school paper to write.
Yes, I am studying again. I was fortunate enough to have the chance to pursue further studies for my career's improvement.
And yet, I feel this emptiness in the deepest recesses of my heart. Though I find comfort in my solitude, though I feel bits of happiness with the people around me, I feel lonely.
Something is missing in my life. Someone is missing in my life.
Though I find joy in what I do, in my work, I constantly wish that there is someone with whom I can fully share this joy with. I wonder if there is indeed a person who can fully break down the walls I have built around myself, see me for who I am truly am, accept me for who I really am, and love me despite of who I am.
I long for you. I wish to find you.
A thousand years be damned.
