I turned around. She was still asleep, her pale skin and pink lipped smile practically glowing. I leaned over and wrapped my arms around her waist. "Kyungsoo," she stirred, but still refused to wake up. I trailed soft kisses on her neck.

"You should call me oppa," I mumbled, making her laugh quietly.

"And you should be getting to work. Aren't you guys practicing your dancing for the new music video?" she reminded me.

"But the bed is so warm," I groaned. She finally opened her eyes.

"4 years," she looked at me. I knew exactly what she was referring to.

"And I still love you," I pecked her lips quickly. I got off the bed and decided to change. I held out the tie.

"4 years and you still don't know how to tie your tie," she laughed melodiously. She got up and reached her arm behind my neck, wrapping the tie around it. My heart beat faster as she got closer. It's amazing that she could still have this affect on me. She moved her hands swiftly. When she finished the tie had a perfect knot.

"I love you so much," I whispered, leaning down and pressing my lips onto her's. She hugged me tightly.

"I love you too."

That's all I can remember. It's all I want to remember before the car accident. We were never able to say goodbye. I died an immediate death. It's been 7 years since then. I'm not in heaven, but I'm not in hell. Unlike many beliefs, I just get to roam the world. Dead souls live in a beautiful serene forest. It was quite unexpected.

I left the forest, bowing to the elder souls, respectively, as I walked past. Everyday, I would go to the park and sometimes I would attend weddings. I attended my funeral too. It was too painful when I walked up to her, crying. She couldn't even see me. A dead soul, that's all I am.

I played with the ring in my pocket. I took it out. It was for her, but she would never get it. I sighed and saw a wedding happening in the corner of my eye. I walked over and stood behind the audience. It should've been me up there with her. I clasped my hands together, hoping that the couple has a happy life together and neither of them get in a car accident. I looked up and glanced at the bride. She looked realy familiar with her petite figure. I walked up the aisle, knowing that nobody would see me. As I got closer to the bride, I became aware of her pale skin and small pink lips. So that's where you went.

"You found someone," I whispered, a pain in my heart. I felt tears in my eyes, threatening to spill at any second. Furiously, I wiped them away. I held out the ring that I meant for her. The tears started faling and I crumpled to my knees. "I still love you," I yelled, holding my head in my hands. "Did you stop loving me back?" I asked, slamming my fists on the ground. I stood up and walked to the exit of the church.

"I now pronounce you husband an wife," I heard the priest say. Without turning back, I walked out, letting the ring fall through my fingers.