Ok so I just did a little revision on this and so it's nothing major(just a couple little lines here and there maybe a punctuation added or taken out). Again nothing major here:) And I am trying to get back into writing more stories but I'm having a huge period of writers block here:/ Well till then see ya!^.^
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I remember those days just as they happened many years ago. It was just life then, but little did I know that you had affected me somehow. It was something more then it was meant to be. Eventually she came along and took you away from me in just a few days. She tried to block me from you, try and pull you away from me. Those days to me are something more now then they were then.
Now every time I think of you I want to cry even though I have no heart. I miss you so much right now. But I know that you and I have grown apart and probably will never speak much again. Oh Roxas why? Xion was more to you then me wasn't she? I miss you dearly, yet you're never coming back to me.
You guys aren't friends anymore, and it pains me to see that even though I couldn't be with you myself. The least that could of happened was you guys would still be friends even though I'm still not there, but no. Once we were not friends anymore you guys were about as close as we were. Then a few years later, now, you guys really don't talk anymore.
Now I feel lonely and forgotten, but then you smiled at me like you used to. It was a bittersweet moment for me. When you started to talk to me like we were best friends again, using my old nickname, I remembered those days as they were. Sadly you won't see me as that friend ever again, and that's what I regret the most. I regret that I didn't speak up for myself when all of this happened. But I also know that if she didn't come along I wouldn't be who I am today. So to her I thank her, yet somehow I can't find a way to put it all past me.
Goodbye Roxas. Even though I may not be able to ever forget what we were and what Xion did, I will always remember you as I did before her. When it was just the two of us. So maybe this is our goodbye, I don't know yet. But what I do know is that even though I can't be with you, I hope you're happy as you are.
~ Axel, Number VIII in Organization XIII
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EmoCosplayer: Well I'm back for this one. I don't know when I will pick up The Love of My Life again but it will be finished I promise! Yeah this one came out of no where. Really it did! I DO NOT OWN KINGDOM HEARTS! Happy?