My smiles are masks
I put them on
so no one can see how broken I am .
I lie , about feelings
saying I'm fine ,
but not meaning them .
Trapped in my head
Lost in a labyrinth
Unable to find the exit
It hurts ,
everyday more and more then I thought it did
it aches , my bones , my brains , my muscles
everything hurts
I just want it to stop
would it really be that bad ?
to just ... end it
would it hurt a lot
would it be better,
would anyone nottice