Hi guys, this chapter has a graphic scene, so if you do not want to read about rape then maybe skip this page... I hope it's not too graphic, tried to keep it in rating guidelines. I also don't condone rape or letting your attacker get away with it, so if this has happened to you or anyone you know please seek help.

Disclaimer: Don't own anything Divergent and Olivia is mine.

Olivia's father was deathly ill, so much that the Amity doctors had him transferred to the Erudite hospital within the city for better treatment. She was on her way to visit him early that morning because she wanted to be there as soon as visiting hours started. There was another hour before the sky turned into a colourful painting as the sun woke up and she didn't feel safe walking in the dark so Olivia was hoping to take the train while no one else was on it. It was a long ride away even on the train, one that would take that hour to get there.

Technically anyone was allowed to use the train, it just so happened that no one did other than the Dauntless faction because the train never stopped. People were either afraid or too out of shape to get on, but Olivia was going to try. The Amity life kept her in good shape, maybe not Dauntless shape, but good enough that she could catch up to the train and pull herself on. Relieved that she made it, she relaxed by sitting on the floor and rested her head against the rattling wall.

She was half way there when she heard more footsteps running alongside the train and male voices egging each other. Worried that they might get mad that she was on the train she hugged her knees and hoped they caught a different car.

She had no such luck as one guy pulled himself up. He was about her age, she guessed, with short blond hair and blue eyes. He was very good looking, even with the two piercings above his right eye and the maze like tattoos on both his arms that peaked out from his rolled up sleeves.

His gaze caught her and he stiffened slightly, like he wasn't expecting anyone else on. Two more guys the same age hopped on one after the other and saw her too.

"Hey, look what we have here! An Amity girl all alone on the Dauntless train where she doesn't belong." The shortest one of them said. His brown eyes took her in and she immediately got a bad feeling. The third guy gave her an air kiss and said, "Should we punish her Eric? She looks like a bad girl who needs a good spanking."

Her stomach turned at his words directed at the first guy who got on. She looked at Eric, pleading with her eyes for him not to do whatever they were thinking of doing.

She knew she was pretty, her auburn hair had natural soft curls to her mid back and her tanned skin made her green eyes stand out, but that didn't give them the right to assault her.

The third man grabbed her arm and hauled her up. She squeaked in fear and he laughed in her face. His breath smelt of alcohol and his blue eyes raked over her just like the second guy's did. The fact that they all were good looking did nothing to quell the disgust she felt towards them.

"Ralph, let her go man. She's not worth punishing." Eric said indifferent to her situation.

"Of course she is! She's on Dauntless territory and if you want to be leader then you better toughen up and protect what is ours!" Ralph said but when Eric didn't reply he continued, "If you don't do it then John here will and we'll tell everyone what a coward you are. You'll never make leader then."

Anger flashed across Eric's eyes and he marched over to John, who still held her arm and motioned for him to get lost. Her heart rammed against her ribcage as John let go and joined his friend across the compartment. Eric towered over her, her head reached his collar bone so he leaned down to look at her.

His mouth was set in a grim line when he pushed her up against the wall and lifted her up. Olivia screamed and thrashed, trying to get away but he was too strong. He maneuvered himself between her kicking legs and lifted her skirt above her waist one handed. She continued to scream, praying someone would hear and rescue her, until something large forced its' way into her.

Her scream caught in her throat at the pain and all she could do thereafter was sob as he held both her hands against the wall on either side of her head and continued to ram into her fiercely. As he got nearer to finishing, he had his face against her neck as he grunted in climax. His heavy breathing was hot against her skin while he gathered himself before letting her fall to the floor.

Zipping up his pants, his friends cheered and clapped him on the back in congratulations. "Now that's what it takes to be a Dauntless leader! And just in time too, here comes our stop." Ralph said happily.

The other two jumped out without a backwards glance at her and Eric made his way to the door slowly. He looked at her briefly, giving nothing away on how he felt and he jumped too.

She stayed on the train sobbing until it made its' way back to the gate by Amity, her father completely forgotten. She was sore between the legs and blood stained her skirt but she managed to hop of the train and made her way home.

Her mother was surprised to see her home so soon and quickly became frightened at how dishevelled her daughter looked. "What happened Olivia?!" She rushed over and helped her to sit down in a chair at the kitchen table.

Through her tears she said, "I took the train to see dad, but I never made it because three guys got on and they…. They… raped me." She broke down and cried harder into her mother's shoulder.

Linda held her daughter tightly and let her cry, rocking back and forth, whispering softly to her. When Olivia began to calm down, she asked, "Were they Dauntless?" Olivia nodded her head. "Did all three of them hurt you?" She probed.

"No, two of them told the other guy to do it." She replied numbly.

"Did you catch their names?"

Olivia hesitated. What if nothing happened to them if she told? Would it come back to haunt her? Would they? She didn't want to look over her shoulder for the rest of her life so she lied and shook her head.

"Oh, my poor baby. We'll get through this, you'll be alright." Linda said sadly and hugged her again. Olivia felt numb, her tears were spent and she was tired. So her mother helped her to her bed and she fell asleep.

Olivia stared at her reflection in the mirror. Two weeks had gone by since the incident and Olivia was coping as best she could, but the last few days she began to feel sick. Worried, her mother took her to see the Amity doctor where she found out she was pregnant.

Her eyes looked haunted and her skin was pale compared to her usual glow. She couldn't believe this was going to be her life now. Her first time was forced upon her by some asshole and now she was going to be a single mother at the age of 18.

As tough as it might become, she was glad for her community. Amity showed kindness to everyone no matter what and she hated the thought of being in another faction in her condition where she would probably be ridiculed for it. Amity would help her raise her child in a place where it wouldn't matter who his/her father was and they would never find out the ugly truth of their conception.

She promised herself that Eric would never know about his child if she could help it, he didn't deserve to be a father. And she would live her life, happy and full. This would not turn her into a victim.