WARNING- If you have not seen all of Evangelion than I suggest you do not
read on because I will be basing this on the last few eps and movies, Just
thought I would warn you ^-^
Well hello you lovely people who decided to take up their time to read my FIRST eva fanfic so if you don't like it you can tell me but if you decide to flame me coz u have nothing better to do than I will hunt you down and seriously hurt you!! That's not a threat...it's a promise!
And to all those people who like it than thanks and plz review coz I would love to hear from you all ^-^
Claimer- I own your arse!
Prologue
"I can't stop thinking about him, he's lovely body, and his calm deep eyes. Ohh I just cant stop thinking. I think I'm in love with him. But I cant be that's wrong, seriously wrong. Loving another guy is wrong, coz I'm a guy and that will make me gay! But I cant be gay.. I also like Asuka.. Ohh why is this happening to me. I love Tabris (AKA Kaworu) but I also have feeling for Asuka but I know she will never feel the same way. she's always calling me Baka and yelling at me in German I wish I could understand what she was saying sometimes. Ohh this is so hard. I don't want to be gay but I have got feelings for Tabris and I think no! I definitely know he has got feeling for me, the way he talks and acts around me, the way he tries to hug me and pretends its all a joke. I really do love him! But Asuka! Asuka ever since that kiss I have felt something towards her but she's always pushing me away, she's just being a tease and a bitch but I cant stop thinking of her. No! I love Tabris.. Asuka well if she wants to be with me than she can say it for god sakes not just act all flirting one minute than the next be all bitchy and calling me Baka. I give up I am gay and I'm proud of it! Yes proud if people don't like me for who I am than they can go stick it for all I care!"
"SHINJI!" Misato yelled. Shinji stopped his travel of thoughts and said, "Yes?" "What the hell are you doing? Were trying to do a harmonics test and your getting lower and lower your brain seems to be somewhere else! SO STOP WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING AND CONCENTRATE!" Misato yelled at him annoyed. "Yes Misato sorry." Shinji said embarrassed, his harmonics lately have been really high, higher than Asuka's and that really pissed her off. Shinji tried to forget about Tabris and Asuka and began to concentrate.
Chapter 1
Shinji lies there on his bed thinking again about Tabris and how much he wanted to see him. It hurt that he couldn't be near him at the moment not being with him in his arms or just be talking. Shinji got up from his bed and went to the kitchen to see Misato drinking a beer as usual. He went to grab the phone when Misato said something. "Sorry Misato what did you say?" She got up from the couch and walked up to him "What's up?" "Nothing, why?" She looked at him then walked over to the fridge and got out another beer, it must be her 3rd and then said, "You seem stranger than usual, so what's up Shinji?" "Just got stuff one my mind but its alright now." "Well if you want to talk to me about it you can and if you screw up your harmonics again like you did then your talking to me okay!" she looked at him sternly Shinji nodded "Yes Misato.. Sorry." She smiled and went and laid on the couch and began to drink the beer.
Shinji grabbed the phone and went into his room. "Why hello Shinji!" said Asuka all cheerfully. She was sitting on his bed smiling. Shinji sighed he wanted to call Tabris and he cant now that Asuka's in the room. "Hi" "I'm bored do you want to do something?" she asked getting up and standing right in front of him. "Like what?" Asuka thought for a while than said, "Go out for dinner somewhere. Misato would probably end up cooking and you know how bad it is!" Asuka laughed Shinji thought about it for a while "I really wanted to do something with Tabris but I guess she will get pissed at me if I don't go but she might get pissed at me because I might say something wrong. No I'm not going I want to be near Tabris" then out aloud Shinji answered "Sorry Asuka I'm busy." Asuka looked at him and then said annoyed "Shinji you're a Baka." she walked out saying all this stuff in German and Shinji had no idea what she was saying.
He took a deep breath and dialled Tabris number. It rang twice when Tabris answered "Hello?" "Ohh Hi Tabris.its' Shinji" "HEY Shinji, how are you?" "Yeah better, yourself?" "Better now I'm talking to you." Shinji felt his heart race faster better now I'm talking you those words made Shinji feel so better and happier that Tabris does have feeling for him and it wont be too hard to get him to come out tonight. Then out aloud Shinji said "Err Tabris I was wondering if err.. Err you wanted to err go out tonight somewhere err to get some dinner!" He said quite nervous "Hell yes!" he replied quite quickly.
After a few minuted they had arranged where to go and when to meet. They were going to Noodle Hut and meeting in 45 minutes. "This is so great Tabris and I are going to together tonight. If I have enough guts I'll try to pick him up. I've never made the first move so hopefully it will all work out" Shinji thought. He went back in the kitchen to see Asuka, she said something else in German and walked off. Shinji put the phone back and went to have a shower; he wanted to smell nice for tonight.
Shinji had his shower, washed his hair and as he was drying himself Asuka walked into the bathroom. Shinji quickly wrapped the towel around him and said, "What the hell Asuka get out!" "I want to know why you don't want to go out for dinner with me!" "I told you I'm busy, now get out please!" "What are you doing?" "Going out." "Where?" "Noddle Hut. Now please Asuka get out!" "With who?" Shinji didn't answer. "Didn't you hear me Baka" she rolled her eyes "With who?" Shinji took a deep breath and said "Just with a friend." Asuka smiled and said, "You have a girl friend don't you?" Shinji shook his head "NO I don't. Asuka please get out." She smiled again and began to chant "Shinji has a girlfriend.Shinji has a girlfriend!" she walked out of the bathroom still chanting. He quickly got changed and walked out to his room. Grabbed some money and was about to leave when Misato, Asuka and Pen-Pen stopped him.
"So Stud boy that's what your mind huh? You have a girlfriend!" Misato said cheerfully. "So who it is?" Asuka asked, eyeing him weirdly "Waauuugggghhh" Pen-Pen said. Translation "Shinji has a girl friend whoa!" Shinji just stood there and said, "I don't have a girl friend and could you please all move I'm going to be late!" "Who is it?" Asuka and Misato asked getting closer and closer to him. "Waauuugggghhh" said Pen-Pen. Translation "Yeah who is it?" Shinji took a couple of steps back and said "I don't have a girl friend I'm meeting a friend and that's it." "Uh-huh whatever Baka. Who's the friend then?" Asuka said Shinji rolled his eyes and said, "Fine if you must know I'm meeting Tabris!"
They all looked at him. Misato then said "Ohh okay well have fun and don't be home to late. Pen-Pen lets go get a beer." They both walked off to the kitchen. Asuka just looked at him then said "Can I come then if its just Tabris?" "Sorry Asuka it's just us two tonight and anyways you'll find it boring all guy talk. Why don't you call Hikari and ask her to go out with you tonight?" She began swearing I think in German at Shinji "Ikari Baka!" and walked off.
Shinji shrugged and began to walk to the Noodle hut. "Great I'm finally got them lot of my back now to go see Tabris. Ohh I cant believe I'm about to see him. I'm about to be right next to him and I'm going to do I'm going to make the first move and pick him up!" Shinji thought to himself. After a few minutes he made it to the outside of the noddle hut, he took a deep breath and walked in. Sitting on a table was Tabris; he was looking at the menu.
"Tabris!" Shinji said loud enough for him to hear. Tabris looked up at Shinji and smiled and got up. Shinji walked towards him and said "Hi" smiling "Hi Ikari how are you?" "Really good" smiling "Yourself" "Heaps better now you're here." Shinji once again felt his heart race. Shinji moved closer to him and hugged him. Shinji moved away from him and looked into his eyes and smiled. Tabris smiled back. After a while they both moved away and sat back at the table. Shinji ordered Beef strip and veggie noddles and Tabris ordered pork and beef with veggie noddles. They both sat there talking just talking. "I can be myself around him" Tabris thought and smiled at Shinji. Shinji thought, "Oh this hurts I just want to be with him"
"So how did you go in harmonics today?" Tabris asked "Not as good as usual. How about you?" Shinji said trying not to look in his eyes he didn't want Tabris knowing he was thinking about him the whole way through the test. "Cant complain. Why didn't you go as well? Your harmonics are really high usually aren't they?" Shinji shrugged "Just stuff on my mind. My harmonics are sometimes high it just depends." Tabris seemed to hesitate before saying "Can I help with anything that's on your mind?" Shinji looked at him and thought "Do it Shinji tell him your feelings, he asked so tell him do it Shinji.. do it!!!" Shinji then said out loud "Its about.. Asuka!" Tabris was taken back "Asuka?" "NO it wasn't about her! She's here over at the front with Hikari!" Tabris turned around. Asuka and Hikari came walking over.
"Hi Ikari and Nagisa. I didn't except you two to be here!" Asuka said smiling happily. "Hi Asuka and Hikari. Are you to staying here for dinner?" Tabris asked "Hi" Shinji said half-heartedly "Yes we are" They both answered. "Can we join you? Asuka asked?" Tabris looked and Shinji and said "Why not!"
Shinji thought "She's ruining everything. Ruining everything!!
SOOOOOOO what did you think?? I seriously don't know if its good or bad or whatever so please review. I only decided to write this today and coz I'm about to go on the Internet I will post this up I will write some more if people review it. So please review and tell me what you think!!!
Ohh I used to be known as Riku but now I have changed my name to Tabris coz I love him
So cyas Tabris
Well hello you lovely people who decided to take up their time to read my FIRST eva fanfic so if you don't like it you can tell me but if you decide to flame me coz u have nothing better to do than I will hunt you down and seriously hurt you!! That's not a threat...it's a promise!
And to all those people who like it than thanks and plz review coz I would love to hear from you all ^-^
Claimer- I own your arse!
Prologue
"I can't stop thinking about him, he's lovely body, and his calm deep eyes. Ohh I just cant stop thinking. I think I'm in love with him. But I cant be that's wrong, seriously wrong. Loving another guy is wrong, coz I'm a guy and that will make me gay! But I cant be gay.. I also like Asuka.. Ohh why is this happening to me. I love Tabris (AKA Kaworu) but I also have feeling for Asuka but I know she will never feel the same way. she's always calling me Baka and yelling at me in German I wish I could understand what she was saying sometimes. Ohh this is so hard. I don't want to be gay but I have got feelings for Tabris and I think no! I definitely know he has got feeling for me, the way he talks and acts around me, the way he tries to hug me and pretends its all a joke. I really do love him! But Asuka! Asuka ever since that kiss I have felt something towards her but she's always pushing me away, she's just being a tease and a bitch but I cant stop thinking of her. No! I love Tabris.. Asuka well if she wants to be with me than she can say it for god sakes not just act all flirting one minute than the next be all bitchy and calling me Baka. I give up I am gay and I'm proud of it! Yes proud if people don't like me for who I am than they can go stick it for all I care!"
"SHINJI!" Misato yelled. Shinji stopped his travel of thoughts and said, "Yes?" "What the hell are you doing? Were trying to do a harmonics test and your getting lower and lower your brain seems to be somewhere else! SO STOP WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING AND CONCENTRATE!" Misato yelled at him annoyed. "Yes Misato sorry." Shinji said embarrassed, his harmonics lately have been really high, higher than Asuka's and that really pissed her off. Shinji tried to forget about Tabris and Asuka and began to concentrate.
Chapter 1
Shinji lies there on his bed thinking again about Tabris and how much he wanted to see him. It hurt that he couldn't be near him at the moment not being with him in his arms or just be talking. Shinji got up from his bed and went to the kitchen to see Misato drinking a beer as usual. He went to grab the phone when Misato said something. "Sorry Misato what did you say?" She got up from the couch and walked up to him "What's up?" "Nothing, why?" She looked at him then walked over to the fridge and got out another beer, it must be her 3rd and then said, "You seem stranger than usual, so what's up Shinji?" "Just got stuff one my mind but its alright now." "Well if you want to talk to me about it you can and if you screw up your harmonics again like you did then your talking to me okay!" she looked at him sternly Shinji nodded "Yes Misato.. Sorry." She smiled and went and laid on the couch and began to drink the beer.
Shinji grabbed the phone and went into his room. "Why hello Shinji!" said Asuka all cheerfully. She was sitting on his bed smiling. Shinji sighed he wanted to call Tabris and he cant now that Asuka's in the room. "Hi" "I'm bored do you want to do something?" she asked getting up and standing right in front of him. "Like what?" Asuka thought for a while than said, "Go out for dinner somewhere. Misato would probably end up cooking and you know how bad it is!" Asuka laughed Shinji thought about it for a while "I really wanted to do something with Tabris but I guess she will get pissed at me if I don't go but she might get pissed at me because I might say something wrong. No I'm not going I want to be near Tabris" then out aloud Shinji answered "Sorry Asuka I'm busy." Asuka looked at him and then said annoyed "Shinji you're a Baka." she walked out saying all this stuff in German and Shinji had no idea what she was saying.
He took a deep breath and dialled Tabris number. It rang twice when Tabris answered "Hello?" "Ohh Hi Tabris.its' Shinji" "HEY Shinji, how are you?" "Yeah better, yourself?" "Better now I'm talking to you." Shinji felt his heart race faster better now I'm talking you those words made Shinji feel so better and happier that Tabris does have feeling for him and it wont be too hard to get him to come out tonight. Then out aloud Shinji said "Err Tabris I was wondering if err.. Err you wanted to err go out tonight somewhere err to get some dinner!" He said quite nervous "Hell yes!" he replied quite quickly.
After a few minuted they had arranged where to go and when to meet. They were going to Noodle Hut and meeting in 45 minutes. "This is so great Tabris and I are going to together tonight. If I have enough guts I'll try to pick him up. I've never made the first move so hopefully it will all work out" Shinji thought. He went back in the kitchen to see Asuka, she said something else in German and walked off. Shinji put the phone back and went to have a shower; he wanted to smell nice for tonight.
Shinji had his shower, washed his hair and as he was drying himself Asuka walked into the bathroom. Shinji quickly wrapped the towel around him and said, "What the hell Asuka get out!" "I want to know why you don't want to go out for dinner with me!" "I told you I'm busy, now get out please!" "What are you doing?" "Going out." "Where?" "Noddle Hut. Now please Asuka get out!" "With who?" Shinji didn't answer. "Didn't you hear me Baka" she rolled her eyes "With who?" Shinji took a deep breath and said "Just with a friend." Asuka smiled and said, "You have a girl friend don't you?" Shinji shook his head "NO I don't. Asuka please get out." She smiled again and began to chant "Shinji has a girlfriend.Shinji has a girlfriend!" she walked out of the bathroom still chanting. He quickly got changed and walked out to his room. Grabbed some money and was about to leave when Misato, Asuka and Pen-Pen stopped him.
"So Stud boy that's what your mind huh? You have a girlfriend!" Misato said cheerfully. "So who it is?" Asuka asked, eyeing him weirdly "Waauuugggghhh" Pen-Pen said. Translation "Shinji has a girl friend whoa!" Shinji just stood there and said, "I don't have a girl friend and could you please all move I'm going to be late!" "Who is it?" Asuka and Misato asked getting closer and closer to him. "Waauuugggghhh" said Pen-Pen. Translation "Yeah who is it?" Shinji took a couple of steps back and said "I don't have a girl friend I'm meeting a friend and that's it." "Uh-huh whatever Baka. Who's the friend then?" Asuka said Shinji rolled his eyes and said, "Fine if you must know I'm meeting Tabris!"
They all looked at him. Misato then said "Ohh okay well have fun and don't be home to late. Pen-Pen lets go get a beer." They both walked off to the kitchen. Asuka just looked at him then said "Can I come then if its just Tabris?" "Sorry Asuka it's just us two tonight and anyways you'll find it boring all guy talk. Why don't you call Hikari and ask her to go out with you tonight?" She began swearing I think in German at Shinji "Ikari Baka!" and walked off.
Shinji shrugged and began to walk to the Noodle hut. "Great I'm finally got them lot of my back now to go see Tabris. Ohh I cant believe I'm about to see him. I'm about to be right next to him and I'm going to do I'm going to make the first move and pick him up!" Shinji thought to himself. After a few minutes he made it to the outside of the noddle hut, he took a deep breath and walked in. Sitting on a table was Tabris; he was looking at the menu.
"Tabris!" Shinji said loud enough for him to hear. Tabris looked up at Shinji and smiled and got up. Shinji walked towards him and said "Hi" smiling "Hi Ikari how are you?" "Really good" smiling "Yourself" "Heaps better now you're here." Shinji once again felt his heart race. Shinji moved closer to him and hugged him. Shinji moved away from him and looked into his eyes and smiled. Tabris smiled back. After a while they both moved away and sat back at the table. Shinji ordered Beef strip and veggie noddles and Tabris ordered pork and beef with veggie noddles. They both sat there talking just talking. "I can be myself around him" Tabris thought and smiled at Shinji. Shinji thought, "Oh this hurts I just want to be with him"
"So how did you go in harmonics today?" Tabris asked "Not as good as usual. How about you?" Shinji said trying not to look in his eyes he didn't want Tabris knowing he was thinking about him the whole way through the test. "Cant complain. Why didn't you go as well? Your harmonics are really high usually aren't they?" Shinji shrugged "Just stuff on my mind. My harmonics are sometimes high it just depends." Tabris seemed to hesitate before saying "Can I help with anything that's on your mind?" Shinji looked at him and thought "Do it Shinji tell him your feelings, he asked so tell him do it Shinji.. do it!!!" Shinji then said out loud "Its about.. Asuka!" Tabris was taken back "Asuka?" "NO it wasn't about her! She's here over at the front with Hikari!" Tabris turned around. Asuka and Hikari came walking over.
"Hi Ikari and Nagisa. I didn't except you two to be here!" Asuka said smiling happily. "Hi Asuka and Hikari. Are you to staying here for dinner?" Tabris asked "Hi" Shinji said half-heartedly "Yes we are" They both answered. "Can we join you? Asuka asked?" Tabris looked and Shinji and said "Why not!"
Shinji thought "She's ruining everything. Ruining everything!!
SOOOOOOO what did you think?? I seriously don't know if its good or bad or whatever so please review. I only decided to write this today and coz I'm about to go on the Internet I will post this up I will write some more if people review it. So please review and tell me what you think!!!
Ohh I used to be known as Riku but now I have changed my name to Tabris coz I love him
So cyas Tabris