Sorry guys, thought I had uploaded this one earlier. I actually felt bad for not updating and then realized I hadn't even uploaded! *Crazy!
Lorelai/Emily/Richard...others. Lorelai is five months pregnant to start off the story. Set around start of season 7 when Rory is going to see Logan in London at the beginning of the semester instead of Christmas. NOT really about Rory. My personal favorite out of all my stories...for now, that is.
Title from "Do This Anymore" by Nickelback...no hating please. Story has NOTHING to do with Nickelback.
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Can't Do This Anymore
Left on an eastbound train, gone first thing this morning
Why's what's best for you, always the worst thing for me?!
When am I gonna learn? Why, cause I'm tired of hating!
When will it be your turn? Why, cause I'm tired of waiting!
"Luke, please! Don't leave me! I'm sorry, this wasn't supposed to happen! I love you Luke, I love you!" Lorelai cries hysterically, while begging the man she loves not to walk out on her. She gets on her knees as he opens her front door. He turns and looks at her, no emotion showing.
"Lorelai, I have to. You did this to me. You did this to us! I told you I was ready, but you obviously weren't." He starts to walk out of the open door, but she pulls on his leg, and he stops again.
No I don't! No I don't! No I don't!
Well, no I don't find faith in your false feelings; not fooled by your misleadings!
I don't by this line your sellin; tired of this lie you're tellin!
No I don't, no I won't DO THIS ANYMORE! No I don't, no I won't DO THIS ANYMORE!
"Please, give me the chance to explain! You didn't even let me finish once I got those two words out of my mouth!" Tears flow, emotions fly and change though both of them. Lorelai pouts and Luke is not affected, at all. She knew then that she had really hurt him.
"Let you finish? Lorelai it's pretty obvious what you were gonna say after that! You didn't need to say that you were going off to start a life with him." Luke spits out, looking down at Lorelai in more ways than one.
"Luke, I'm not! Please, I told you this because I wanted to start a new life with you! I don't love Christopher!" She screams.
She says I'm only tellin half of it; it's probably cause there's only half worth tellin!
And every time I try to laugh it off (off, off), that's when ya turn around and wind up yellin:
'When am I gonna learn? Why, cause I'm tired of hating!
When will it be your turn? Why, cause I'm tired of waiting!'
"Yes you do! Why else would you have done what you did?!" He pauses the screaming session for a minute, and then continues. "Lorelai, I'm sorry, but I have to go." Lorelai's objections in the background are overruled by Luke's harsh words. "STOP it, Lorelai, I don't love you anymore!" His confession causes everything to go silent as Lorelai sits stunned on the floor. She gently lets go of his lower leg, and just sits there, mouth agape. Luke breathes heavily and strides out of the Gilmore house with no feelings left behind. Lorelai starts screaming once she gets her voice back together. She lies down on the floor and lets it all out. Her frustration, anger, loss, and most of all, regret.
"No! Luke, Come back! I'm sorry! So sorry!" Lorelai awoke in a sweat, and breathing heavily. She sat up, struggling a little, and shook her head. Lorelai absentmindedly put her hand to her stomach.
After a few moments of reliving the dream, she looked down to where her hand was and whispered, "It's okay, little one, your daddy won't leave us… I hope." She felt the baby kick strongly, and cried herself to sleep
~TBC~ *I swear, it gets better and has more characters! AND gets longer!*
So, what'd you think? ]
I love the part in the song at about 2:40 in the song where it's quiet and you only hear his voice and how it echoes! If you haven't heard this song before you HAVE to! It's on the album The Long Road by Nickelback! Anyway… Short? Confusing? Well, I'll clear that up in the next installment! So, go ahead, review, please!