AUTHORS NOTE: A few things to get out of the way before you start reading. Okay, this story is a re-write of an old story I posted here about two years ago. If you remember it, good for you. If this is your first time reading it, even better for you because this version is much better than the old one. This story will be written as a bunch of journal entries by Hinata and Sasuke, therefore the chapters will be short but will contain a lot of emotion and memories. Some of the contents of this story are inspired by true life events so it's even better for you to understand.
Now without further hesitation or delay I pronounce to you my story.(how dramatic!)

Disclaimer: I Do Not Own NARUTO

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside'
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
-Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson

In Words So Hollow

Journal Entry 1

Hinata

I don't know how or why it ended but it just did. Our relationship just ended in a confusing and messed up way. Was it something I did. Was it something I said. Was it something I didn't do. Was it something I didn't say. I'll never know. All I know is that me and Sasuke are over.

I didn't want it to end. The last thing I wanted was for us to breakup. I love him. But he obviously did want it to end. Why?

That was all I could say to him and he didn't answer, all he said was that it's over and he doesn't want to see me anymore after saying that I was at a loss for words. He took the opportunity and walked away from me. Walked way from me, us, are life together and all the promises he made to me and the promises we made to each other.

I still can't believe it's over. We were so happy. We made each other happy, we brought the best out from each other, and we had so much fun, so many memories, so many pictures, and so many experiences together. But all of that meant nothing to him, and it meant everything to me.

I trusted him with all my secrets and all my heart. He made me feel like I was special, like I was the most important thing in his life now. He made me feel like I mattered and told me that I was never alone and that he needed me as much as I needed him. I guess that doesn't matter now, it wasn't enough to make him stay with me. Now what am I going to do. Who am I going to turn to in my darkest time? No one that's who.

I hate this. I hate feeling sorry for myself. I hate feeling like it's my fault that he broke up with me, but I can't help but think that it is. What else could it be that made Sasuke break up with me? We were happy. I was happy. Now I'm miserable. I'm miserable, lonely and depressed.

Sasuke.

I love him. Love him with all my heart and all my being. He told me he loved me too. He told me that he never loved anyone like he loved me. Now I know that what he said was a lie.

Love.

He didn't love me, if he did he wouldn't have hurt me like he did.

Now I know that love is just a lie that people tell.

To Be Continued...
Until Next Time. Seeya:)