So you see guys. I tried to post this story, I don't know how many times. And I actually did it once. But there wasn't any reveiws so I got upset and deleted it. But now, being the weirdo I am, I am posting it again. And I'm practically begging to you will you please give it one chance? Please?

Now about the story.

It's a trilogy. Book one is as you know, Tears of an Angel. There will be four parts of it. And three parts are done. And obviously I'm open for suggetions.

PART ONE

THE HAUNTING MEMORIES

SUMMARY: Sometimes days becomes hopeless. Life becomes useless. You find yourself unpredictable. Memories haunts you. And you don't know what to do anymore.

My life was just like that. There was no meaning. No reason.

I suffered. I searched for the reasons.

But when I found them…

.I became furious.

Chapter: 1

'STOP !' My mom screamed and slapped me. 'STOP IT ! WE ARE LEAVING THIS NASTY TOWN DOESN'T MATTER WHAT!'

'NO!' I screamed back. 'I AM NOT LEAVING AND I WILL NOT LIVE WITH YOUR DAMN BOYFRIEND!'

'MAX !' She slapped me again.

But it wasn't like this. It was never like this.

Mom never slapped me or screamed at me. Nor did I.

And that is how I am now. Always thiking of something that would never happen.

Just like now.

You wanna know how our real conversation was?

(Flashback)

Mom: Max?

Me: yeah?

Mom: I need to tell you something. We are moving from LA in a week. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier but…

Me: It's okay.

(silence)

Mom : You didn't ask where .

Me: Oh! Mom where are we going?

Mom: (Sigh) We're going to Forks.

Me: Oh!

Mom : (Sigh)

(End flashback)

You see. That's how it was. My mom is actualiiy very caring.

And that's how I am.

After the talk, I came to my room, I collapsed on my bed, and I started to think.

What if it wasn't like this? What I wasn't like that? What if I snapped at my mom? What if my mom hated me? What if… What if …

I couldn't sleep. I couldn't laugh. Every reason in my life was gone.

And all of it happened just for one person.

My dad.

So? What do you think? I know It's a bit boring now. But it will change. Just please give it one more try.