TMNT: UPSIDE DOWN

by graphicswritelove

Can Mikey find himself after Master Splinters death, Who is this new girl? What's going on between Raph and Donnie? How does Leo manage, and why is April with the foot?(More towards 2012 but can be any, as they say, "World" Rated T

1. Chapter 1

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TMNT ONLY MY OC'S AND IDEAS WARNING: SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS

*Mikey's POV*

My Father and Sensei had passed away only a few months ago however it is my fault and mine alone. My brothers tell me its not but I know it is, because he saved me. If I hadn't ran away in tears that night, he would still be there alive. My brother Leonardo tries to help me but I know there is no help for a murderer like me. Donatello has been reading about depression and mood swings thinking he can still a loser like I. Raphael is the only one who isn't trying to help me because he claims that I am to suborn to even talk about it. Truth is there's nothing there to speak about mostly because I refuse to say anything not even a song. Yet do my brothers know my habit of coping with myself. I take the knife in my hand and automatically like a second nature a begin slicing into my wrist, deeper and deeper. That's when Leonardo walked in. "Michelangelo, why are you mutilating your body like this? I'm here for you so isn't Donny and Raph." My brother says with tears leaking like a hose and looking more desperate than ever "DONNY GET IN HER" Leo yelled at the top of his lungs. "Leo how dare you" I snap at him as Donny runs in and sees my bleeding wrist. "Oh my god Mikey why'd you do this to yourself" Donny cries. I guess Raph heard their cries because he runs in to, Just my luck. "What's going- Mikey why the hell did you cut yourself" Raph screamed at me. "BECAUSE I AM THE ONE RESPONSIBLE FOR SENSEI'S DEATH I AM THE REASON HE IS DEAD AND ONLY REASON WHY IM STILL ALIVE IS BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH STRENGTH TO DO IT MYSELF" suddenly I felt a pinch and feel asleep.

*LEO'S POV*

To calm our little brother Donny gave him a sedative and Raph carried him into Donny's room. It was decided that Mikey wouldn't be alone at all until he healed physically, mentally, and emotionally. My baby brother has to be protected from himself. We all decided together to have Mikey stay in my room, because I can wake to a feather dropping on the floor. Raph is helping me move Mikey's bed into my room and to go through his room. We will protect him even if its from himself.