What I've Become

I am so sick to my gut

That I can't comprehend

Looking through my mirror

I can't stand what I see

This what I've become

I'm nothing like I used to be

Not anything I remember

I'm just a shadow

Hiding in the corner

Asking unanswered question

To people I hate

While cuttings lines in my arm

How could I let it

Go this far

I was once a living girl filled with love

Now I'm girl consumed with self-hate

I can never go back

To who I was

This my life

And what it's become

I shall deal

The way I know how