Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto

Authors notes: Hello there! This is a sweet story I do hope you will enjoy. A few notes on various aspects of the story before we begin. Firstly, the setting is Konoha, but that is merely the name given to a more recent suburban city. Secondly, only Naruto actually KNOWS Sasuke. Ino and Sakura bicker and fight over who will get the famous actor Brad Pitt. This is a pre-high school fan fiction, as in around 13-14 years of age for most characters. Rated for mild use of language and ideas. Does not and will not contain sex unless the story or epilogue calls for it later, or you just ask kindly enough:) Romance/Drama, pairings are Sasuke+Naruto, Tsunade+Jiraiya and implied Kiba+Hina and Kaka+Iru only until further notice:) WARNING: YAOI , BOY+BOY LOVE. Finally, I will update weekly at the least :)

Oh one important note: you can make fun of most anything except the actual storyline: it's based on a very emotional real life story.

3 years and 30 days

Introduction and Chapter 1

That same dream that wakes you up at night…

It was dark. It was cold. Just as the room was the hole in his heart. The boy wrapped in the bedspread decorated with orange swirls shifted a bit. Cerulean eyes then flashed open and stared at the ceiling. The gaze of bliss upon the boys eyes would've melted anyone's heart if it wasn't for the tears streaming from them. A small halfhearted smile found its way to his face as he moved the back of his hand to wipe away the cold tears from his eyes.

"Sasuke…" This was all he whispered before he closed his eyes and attempted to get some sleep. Despite the way the room imitated his tortured heart. Despite the aching hole in said heart. Despite all this, he tried to get some sleep.

What do you do when a loved one leaves you?

What do you do when the thing you want to do most is see them again?

What do you do if nothing else can ever change that?

What do you do if you can't do that one thing you want to do most?

How do you remove the aching hole in ones chest, the emptiness left by a missing one you'd do anything to see once more?

What do you do…?

Will Fate, Destiny, the universe, or god, whichever you have to believe in, ever give you that one wish come true?

How much time must pass?

How many more questions must be asked, how many left unanswered, until one gets anywhere closer to what they truly want?

Why must I have this same dream with the same questions over and over again? Why must it always wake me? When will this dream that always wakes me stop?

When will I be able to imagine your face, and not have to hold back.

hold back from crying.

hold back from feeling like im dieing.

hold back from myself...

Coming up on Chapter 2: The first arc in which Naruto's future is slowly moving forward, all the while showing his past. What is a day in the life of a kid like Naruto like? But these are no ordinary days. (Then again what is an ordinary day for Naruto?) What is a special day like the semi final last day of school for him? And so begins the first part of 3 years and 30 days: Naruto's Arc!

All coming up on Chapter 2!

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